A crazily optimistic girl~

2008-05-14T21:47:00.003+08:00

MOVED. YOU CAN NOW FIND ME IN LIVE JOURNAL.

2008-04-20T16:14:00.001+08:00

sports day, admittedly, wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

Sure, me, fang and charmaine hid in a corner, ate snacks, drank coke(mostly me, really xD), played phoenix wright with my ds( I was trying not to comment on anything when char played it) and fang was playing harvest moon xDDD

But the cheerleading parts were fun! I especially liked Miranda's and Triton's cheerleading routines! And that's not because Triton is my house and I'm a freaking dedicated person, okays! I really liked it >w< Was so happy when Triton won cheerleading champion! The cheerleaders deserve it! Great job, peeps! ;D

Triton got third overall, which wasn't so bad, cause we were the last at the beginning xD We won three games!!! WOOOOOO!~

But the most EPIC thing of the day...

was that...

the whole school GOT RICK-ROLLED.

I didn't even realise it until char commented that the song sounded familiar, and I had to strain to hear "Never gonna let you down~" then IT HIT ME. Not only I got rickrolled, the WHOLE SCHOOL DID.

that is one EPIC RICK-ROLL.

We aren't even sure most of the school got it or not, but well xD It was still epic! and quite hilarious, if you ask me.

2008-04-09T20:19:00.002+08:00

I don't even think my blog url is actually appropriate now. :/

I'm having a hard time being optimistic about things, even though sometimes, I still seem so happy on the outside, and crazy.

That's because I'm TRYING to make myself happy. Sure, it works, for a while, and I go temporarily insane and crazy and all blabbity.

But I don't know anymore.

I'm still feeling a little emo, even though I'm addicted to this happy, disney parade song "Just like we dreamed it" It's seriously nice 8D me and meimei keep singing along to it =x which always lead our parents to go, why don't you sing karoke if you two have nice voices?

xD; funny that I'm a choir gal, yet I don't really want to sing in front of people. Solo. I thought about it before...I don't exactly mind. But then again, our karoke machine doesn't have much english songs we like to sing. That's our EXCUSE anyways (:

okay warning, I'm about to emo soon.

I was completely stupid, and fell down from the third step on the staircase outside the lts :/ happened on...monday, I believe. I landed hard on my right foot, and guess what? I sprained my ankle. I guess it's kinda a good thing, cause it means I don't need to run for PE tomorrow. But it hurts if I put too much weight on it. so now, right ankle is hurting too, cause most of my weight is put on it when I stand :/

I have a lot more to emo about really, but I don't think I should write it here. Some things are mostly personal, and I don't want to hurt anyone :<

God, I need a counselor I can rant to ;o;

2008-04-06T21:48:00.002+08:00

oh screw it.

I am so gonna be dead tomorrow.

Because of choir camp :/ it started on friday and ended yesterday evening, but after I came home, I still had to go to my cousin's 21st birthday party.

I'm not complaining about that really. Choir camp was quite fun, even though a cabbage whacked me in the face >.O We were playing "Quirky Quidditch" where we played Captain's Ball with four balls( I seriously don't know if you can call ALL of them balls), an orange, a cabbage, a volleyball and a basketball. And yes, I was "FORTUNATE" to get whacked by the cabbage in the face. I guess my choir camp curse is still going on. xD; I always get hurt/sick every year. And yes, I stayed up on friday night to watch sweeny todd. it was awesome 8D I really don't see why S'pore rated it m18. Sure there was a lot of blood, but an nc16 rating would be okay :/ the blood looked very fake; it didn't really bother me.

...But what I'm so pissed off about is homework.

I am never gonna finish this PI; I don't have a creative idea for journey two!!! I had a piano lesson today too D: SO, I only have today to do my work.

I AM GOING TO DIE.

and there's pe tomorrow.

screw you, jc life.

joining choir has made me miss dunman choir SO DAMN MUCH. I LOVE YOU GUYS, HONESTLY.

I remember when we got gold with honors last year, I started to cry like crazy. We were all so happy and hugging each other and taking photos in the avt. ohmygod.

I miss 4b.

I miss the crazy guys playing dodgepillow at the back of class, I miss YOU GUYS. We haven't properly hung out in a long time. sure, char, fang, and qian are in mjc too.......but qian's usually with shawn :/ I don't know, I really miss the times all of us were together. chui, liting, char, fang, qian, cher and me.

I MISS SEC FOUR.

srsly.

i even miss night study ;o;

...
someone get ready a coffin for me, I'm gonna die this year.

2008-02-11T18:40:00.000+08:00

well, well, I know this is kinda late, but HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL!

God, I loved the long holiday sooo much that I was so reluctant to go to school today. :/ Sheesh. I need to stop being so lazy and envying the people who didn't apply for pae and can slack at home.

gaaah.

chinese new year was quite fun though! lots of people said they couldn't recognize me, cause I cut my hair, well layered it actually. xD It's still about the same length. I told the hairdresser to cut my fringe shot because it was freaking long before, and I was getting pissed that it wouldn't stay tucked behind my ear and kept flopping over my eyes. anyways, it is short now, but I clip it up. xD a bit ironic, actually.

plus I got my contacts! Dailies for now, monthly ones later. :/ I'm still trying to get used to them, I don't think my eyes like them very much yet. I have these blur moments sometimes. Still, switching between specs and contacts make my head ache a little. =_= oh well.

with all that, I wonder if the gang can recognize me now, hahas. We shall see the next time we go out, yanno?

oh god, jc life is really killing me. I am so damn tired...or is it just because I was used to the nice long holiday cny gave us? I really wish for a break now lor.

and this makes it all the worse:

What must I do after receiving my posting results?

For JCs/MI

Students who are offered a course in a JC/MI must report to the JC/MI on the date stipulated in the JAE-IS or Form D. Generally this will be the next working day following the release of the posting results.

I totally DIED when I saw this. Sheesh, the day after the results, I have to immediately report there. JC life really drains me. Thank goodness I still have Gaia when I get back home, though I have to wrestle for my laptop with my sis. ...Well, not really, since I always give the normal excuses that it is MINE, therefore I have the privilege, and jc has more work. :B

i hope that we don't need to go to school on the day they give our posting results.

...that and the way they're going to give it to us scares me.

The posting results of the JAE 2008 is accessible via the following modes:

a. Form D (Notification of Posting Results) will be sent to all applicants by mail;

b. JAE IVRS (Interactive Voice Response System) at telephone number 6691-2131;

c. JAE-IS;

d. Short Messaging System (SMS) via applicant's mobile number (if available).

I really regret putting down my hp no. D: The last thing I want is to pick up my handphone, wanting to reply to some sms, then realizing that it's the posting results. I don't know why, but it just seems so...casual. D; I am so scared.

mjc, PLEASE accept me. <3

be happy with who you are! (:

2008-02-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

Ahh, I don't know.

I have no idea why I'm pretty content with my life as it is now.

It all started with Gaia really. @w@ I kinda suddenly realized I actually am quite lucky, finishing quests, and having such wonderful online friends that make me laugh, make me happy, make me smile. (: ilu guys, especially my gaia sibilings. <333 starry, kai and fei! you guys rock, srsly! And all the other ppl online. I may not be like SUPER lucky like those who are crazily rich and have so many expensive stuff, but yeah. I love my gaia life, I wouldn't give it up for ANYTHING.

Same goes for rl life.
well almost.

I am quite happy with 11 marks, really. ._. I'm not a SUPER GENIUS or anything, so yeah. I think we should be happy with what we have. Lots of us complain about our lives and everything, but we don't stop to think about worse situations we could be in! I unno.

Why am I so weird of a sudden? xD

On a completely random side note, I cut my hair, and was convinced to layer it. :/ It looks okay to me though my sis says it's weird. GET USED TO IT. 8D I also asked the hairdresser to cut my fringe short and thin it. :C I was getting annoyed over how long it was and it kept flopping over my eyes.

And I'm getting my contacts tmr~ hahax.

2008-01-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

WHEW.

So now O's results are already out. @w@ I think we all did pretty well! Yay! Kudos to all! <3333

Well, I did pretty well, in my opinion. xD I never expected some marks, like my SS/Geog to be A2. I mean, I suck. I fail it almost everytime. I got 11 marks, so -2 from CCA is 2 :D YAYNESS! I fulfilled my wish of getting less than 15, and I think I can get into mjc.

I think. D:

Well, I just filled out the JAE form, and mjc is my first choice, so I REALLY HOPE I CAN GO THERE, WITH ALL THE REST. >w< That is my next hope, and dream.

I do wish it will come true.

Wishes do come true after all. Seeing my O results and some stuff on Gaia and all. <333 I'd really like to say a big THANK YOU to all those who support me, my darling friends (You know who you are :D Remember, tmr, 3pm, tampines interchange!<3 I'm looking forward to it!), my gaia friends (you guys rock loads for being awesome. xD) and my family too. <3333

wishes really can come true, if you want them to~

2008-01-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

i am seriously in one of my MOST RANDOM moods today.

I mean, firstly, I'm rather sleepy and therefore, EMO. Because of god knows what. YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW. tomorrow. THURSDAY.

DUNDUNDUNDUNNNNNNNN~

yush. I'm partly emo, I'm like, "Oh NOES. I don't want my results!" I'm super scared I'll get like, 20 points. I DON'T KNOW WHY I THOUGHT OF THAT NUMBER EXACTLY. At the same time, I'm all, "But I wanna see how much I GOTTTTT. D:"

so yeah.

freakily random today.

you can see that on my msn. :/ I put the Zexion icon as my dp, the one that says, "No. Go away. Or I'll pour scalding hot emo on you." SO I'm not THAT EMO. But I'm still emo.

Emo, but crazy, and ranting like xiao. :C I seem to like talking crap like woah today. I mean, I keep on babbling about crazy stuff. That's what I feel like doing. Babbling. perhaps it's because I wanna take my mind off tomorrow and stop myself from panicking and going crazy and like...

YEAH.

BABBLING AGAIN.

quit it, mel. quit it. srsly.

yush. o; For those of you who don't know, minghar's english name is melodine. (((: I never really mentioned that to anyone, cause I'm somehow scared I won't reply if you call me that 8D;; Too used to being called minghar, and i bet my friends are too.

...though it would be much easier for people to remember.

I am so incredibly SIANED TODAY.

There was an hour between physics tutorial and council, so I spent that time (NOT DOING HOMEWORK. There was none, really.) doodling. ALL KH-RELATED STUFF FOR SOME REASON. I mean, I wrote, "A far off dream that's like a scattered memory. A scattered memory that's like a far off dream. I want to line up the pieces, yours and mine." IT'S THE STARTING OF KHII, for those of you who don't know. ;3;

does that sound emo to you? I don't know. I think it sounds emo.

today council was like...woah. so many people pon-ned, 'specially from our committee. Only 7 people, 2 of them which are guys. publicity has the smallest grp now. ): WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYSSS? LEAVING US WITH ALL THE WORK? DDDD<

OR MAYBE.

the problem is what is wrong with me today.

sleepily emo, but talkative.

sheesh.

i shut up now.

2008-01-21T12:57:00.000+08:00

Okay.

So even though I didn't go to school today, I had a pretty interesting day.

SO FAR. 8D;;

I went to the doctor today for my rashes. :< Which all started because I strained my arm muscle, and was brought to a chinese physician and had medicine+ bandage slapped on me, which resulted in 20+ people at school asking me what happened to my arm and...

...I think you get it.

It turns out my skin's allergic to that medicine. Which explains the "going to the doctor and not going to school" part. The queue at the clinic was super long, so I went to buy soyabean milk from mr bean, which was just across the simei mrt station.

Guess what? I have no idea why, but the mrt service from pasir ris to tanah merah was disrupted. BOTH WAYS. For some reason, I didn't notice the mr bean stall, so I wanted to call my mom to tell her. And because the stupid wind messed up my hair, I wanted to use the front camera on my phone to check my hair. :C And guess what? Some crazy woman thought I was taking a photo of the sign and was FROM THE MEDIA. She went up to me and asked me that. And I was like, "No." and looking at her with a totally incredulous look. I mean like the "f***, what are you saying?" look. This was like the first time I've been mistaken for being older. :< Everyone thinks I look younger than 16. So it was a bit of a shock. I'm NOT A REPORTER. I don't look like an intern either, sheesh. Unless she thought I was going to send it to stomp or something or wanted to be interviewed. I don't know who she is. My mom thinks they were scared of the media publishing this, but I don't see why they would be. I mean, sheesh, it'll get out sooner or later.

Crazy woman.

Well, it was a rather interesting experience, to say the least.

2008-01-20T15:48:00.000+08:00

Woah.

Time passes so fast. Tis Sunday already. :3 OH GOD, I DON'T WANT THE WEEKEND TO END. D:

Srjc is okay, I guess, but I'm like SUPER BUSY. Being in council and all and planning an event. It's secret, so shhhhh. =x I'm not allowed to say it here! hahax

I swear though, Gaia is the only thing that keeps me sane. I'm so worried about my O's results already. D: THANK YOU GAIA ONLINE AND MY RPS, AND ALL MY WONDERFUL ONLINE FRIENDS.

ilu guys so much. <333

It's nice to come home after a whole day of work, tired and have some fun. Really. Typing up replies for RPs keep me sane. Some are so super funny that I really laugh out loud. (: I almost wish I could live my online life and discard my real one.

...Yeah right.

2008-01-15T18:26:00.000+08:00

OKAY.

I haven't updated as much as I wanted to, cause JC life is super busy. :C So yeahhh.

Firstly, Choir Farewell Party!

It's so weird, thinking of myself as an alumni, even now. So it was kinda funny going to the farewell party, and being one of the seniors there. What was surprising was that I was one of the first senior to arrive, because I kinda got lost. YES. I GOT LOST IN PASIR RIS PARK. And I call myself a Singaporean. You can shoot me, people. I had to call Iris like, two times to ask for directions. Another surprising thing is that it was(and still is) rainy season, and they wanted to have a BBQ. It drizzled, like two times and rained for quite long once. =x The sec4s(feels funny calling them that, when I still feel like one) had to use umbrellas and bbq for us to eat. (: I appreciate it guys! You rock! The performances were all great! The sec3 one was pretty hilarious, especially the guy part. xD Acting as Jerome, Myron and the rest! And I didn't expect all those farewell gifts, I LOVE YOU GUYS. DUNMAN SEC CHOIR RULZ! I will never forget you all! And thank you to yuling, yuenching(sp?) and elaine for walking me to carpark a at the end. ((((: And all those photos we took together. iluall! Jiayouus for O levels hor!

Next is SRJC Orientation.

I've got to say, I really didn't like that they put us in one house group, e.g. me in cetus1, and even though it was like only three days, we had kinda bonded with the whole group, our ogl, our whole house, the cheers and everything. And then, they relocate us, and dump us in another group to re-adjust. Sure, I liked Aquilla. The super long cheer was so awesomely fun. But my heart was still kinda in cetus. )))): and cetus won in the end! grats cetus! I find it awesome though, that aquilla 5(my grp) and cetus 5 kinda worked together for the orientation. we walked/ran together for the amazing race, and cetus even waited for us! and in school, we ran together to the next station going, "Go cetus go! Go aquilla go!" and so on. It was great that we weren't fiercely competitive and had enmity between us because we were in different houses. This really, really touched me. CETUS AND AQUILLA ROCK!

Starting school was kinda scary in the first place, but I've gotten used to it. Our class is really quite bonded together. (: Yay 1S09! Lit was so awesomely fun! We could even write our own poems. xD I wish I could take h2 lit though. ): I have no idea why they won't let science stream students take it. Econs is okay, I guess, but it's a little weird, what with opportunity cost, scarcity blahblahblah. I'm sorely thinking about not taking h2 econs for jae. Physics...ummm, well, we only learnt measurements so far, but it looks quite chim. h2 maths is also not bad. (: I didn't really have so many problems. And you know what? Tomorrow's CCA day, and I joined student council, hahaaa. Which is funny, because i quite being a trainee councillor back in sec school because of the stress. Sec4+ councillor+ choir=NO. But now, I guess I wanna try. I have no idea what else to join. NO CHOIR. T_T I have high expectations. A gold choir, and I'll join. =x -SHOT- SO I have high expectations. But I'm from a gold+honors choir what! I can't stand ppl singing out of tune. xDDD Must have good quailty one. xD SO YEAH. Tomorrow, I'm staying back for council meeting. hope all goes well!

~mel

2008-01-04T20:41:00.000+08:00

Another one of those OCs quiz. xDD Because I'm a dork.

List 12 of your original characters:

01. Ferne
02. Rowanna
03. Gaea
04. Qiu Ya
05. Yourie
06. Melody
07. Ayako
08. Xanul
09. Hilda
10. Valerie
11. Alora
12. Minori

1. Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11?
[Melody, Alora] Ummm, well, I'd say Alora. Alora's more studious, and Mel would rather be a kindergarten teacher; she loves kids. She'd think being a professor is boring.

2. Do you think 2 is hot? How hot?
Oh mai. Rowanna. She's really hot. xD Quite pretty actually, curvy and I love her hair. <3 It's wavy and reaches her shoulders, curling in and it's a chocolate brown.

3. 12 sends 8 on a mission. What is it, and does it succeed?
Minori sending Xanul on a mission. xDDD Uhhh, to get ice-cream? because Minori's dad is super strict and sometimes doesn't allow her to go out often, especially when she's at home. And he would most likely succeed. xD Mr Nice guy.

4. What is or would be 9's favorite book?
Hilda's fav book would be Buffy the Vampire Slayer. She doesn't like cheesy happy endings from fairy tales.

5. Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6, or the other way around?
Rowanna and Melody. Hmmmm, I'd say Rowan to Melody, cause Ro's younger, and she doesn't like being the leader much. She's prefer to stay on the sidelines.

6. For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should s/he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10?
Yourie, choose between Hilda and Valerie? Yourie would pick someone she can gossip and talk with, and isn't afraid to voice their opinions, so most likely, Hilda. Valerie's a little quiet, and she'd probably be out with her boyfriend much. :B

7. 2, 7 and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
Rowanna, Ayako and Minori. They'd probably go to eat sushi! Cause Ayako and Minori are both Japanese and well, Rowan likes sushi. xD Hey, who doesn't? Um well, Ayako doesn't talk much really. So it's be Rowan and Minori, probably talking about boys and normal teenage stuff. Being the only adult, Ayako may interject in some points, advising them to pick their boyfriends carefully. She's had a rocky relationship, and she doesn't want anyone else to be like her.

8. 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens? Gaea challenges Valerie? I really can't see that happening, so I'd assume it's Gaea when she doesn't have any control over her actions and her full powers are unleashed. Valerie has no powers whatsoever, so she'd probably run and try to get away from Gaea.

9. If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would s/he get it back?
Xanul would totally be upset and beg me for it back. If not, he'll just use magic. During the full moon, he'd most probably just stomp to my house and rip it out of my hands. xD

10. Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire.
Ayako and Minori, mmmm. "True Love" Cheesy, but true.

11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together?
Ferne and Qiu Ya? The bratty royal phoenix girl and the Balancer. :C Probably something horribly wrong goes on in the Feng Huang Kingdom and they ask the Balancer to help, and the two have to work together. In the beginning, Qiu Ya will try to get along with Ferne the best she can, but in the end, I think they grudgingly respect each other and be friends.

12. If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?
Ayako. Discuss our favourite books and authors together or go to the library. I can't think of anything else. xD

13. If you could command 3 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?
Gaea. Um um, make it cold whenever it's like, super hot here. 8D

14. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11?
Alora. Ummm, considering Gaia, I say no.

15. If 2 had to choose sides between 4 and 5, which would it be?
Rowanna, choose between Qiu Ya and Yourie? I'd say Qiu Ya, because she's the Balancer, and Yourie tends to just shoot into stuff based on her emotions. Rowan likes a leader who can make wise decisions.

16. What might 10 shout while charging into battle?
Valerie ? Um um, she would never charge into battle. Okay, so if she does, she'd probably shout, "We can do this!" to encourage people around her.

17. If you chose a song to represent 8, which song would you choose?
Xanul. "Witch Doctor" by Alvin and the Chipmunks, 2007 version
It's funky and cute, just like he is. <3

18. 1, 6, and 12 are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant. There is only one scallion pancake. What happens?
Ferne, Melody and Minori? Minori and Melody would probably give way to Ferne because they're both quite nice and polite. Ferne would pretend to hesitate a bit, just because she has been trained in becoming a lady but eventually take it.

19. What might be a good pick-up line for 2 to use on 10?
Rowanna to Valerie? DD: She's totally straight. =w= Err IF. She would go for, "Hey, you dropped this." and dangle some sweets in front of Val.

20. What would 5 most likely be arrested for?
Yourie? Easyy. Beating someone up for doing something to her friends.

21. What is 6's secret?
Melody's secret is that she has an evil twin brother, and she feels that it's her fault he became this way. Technically, it is, but she really doesn't have to blame herself this way. He chooses which path he goes.

22. If 11 and 9 were racing to a destination, who would get there first?
Hilda and Alora...mmm. Alora. Cause she has the DNA of a dove, which means she has wings. :B Flying is fast, yoz. Hilda uses electricity, but but yeahh. She isn't as fast as Alora.

23. If you had to walk home through a bad neighbourhood late at night, would you feel safer in the company of 7 or 8?
Between Ayako and Xanul, I'd say Xanul. :B Cause Ayako is serious and doesn't talk much, but Xanul's a friendly, nice guy who's up for a chat anytime. I'd feel more comfortable with him, really.

2008-01-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

Ahahaaa~

An original characters quiz for fun~ <3

Name 12 of your original characters.

01. Ferne
02. Rowanna
03. Gaea
04. Qiu Ya
05. Yourie
06. Melody
07. Ayako
08. Xanul
09. Hilda
10. Valerie
11. Alora
12. Minori

1. 1, 6, and 11 are all told to wait in a room together until someone comes in to get them. Let's say no one does. Who would leave the room first?
[Ferne, Melody and Alora] I'd say Ferne. :B She's pretty impatient and all, and left by herself, she can get pretttyyy bored. She'd rather talk with her friends than some stranger. Melody's Alora's guardian, so they'd probably spend time in there playing.

2. If 2 had to do one nice thing for 8, what would it be?
[Rowanna and Xanul] They're both pretty nice actually. xDDD <3 Umm, probably a hug? Rowan likes hugs and would treat Xanul as a friend. Yeahhh

3. If 4 and 7 co-stared in a movie, what genre would it most likely fall under?
[Qiu Ya and Ayako] Umm, most probably fantasy. Definitely.

4. If 3 was made into a toy, who would be more likely to buy it? 9 or 10?
Gaea made into a toy? oo; I think 10, Valerie would buy it, cause she's a sweetheart. <3 Hilda's kinda a rebellious teen that doesn't believe in fairytales, and she prefers soft toys, really.

5. Would 5 be likely to consider stalking 12 or vice versa?
[Yourie and Minori] Um um. D: If Yourie stalked Minori, the latter's security guards/father would kill her. And it's unlikely for Yourie to stalk someone she doesn't really know. She wouldn't care, really. Minori stalk Yourie seems funny as well. xD There is NO WAY she'd stalk anyone, unless it's something serious, like her best friend being cheated by her boyfriend.

6. What would 6 make the better star of? An anime or a newspaper comic strip?
[Melody] I say newspaper comic strip. She's pretty funny, being all hyper and all, and a little clumsy too. And the fire thing can sometimes get out of control. Sometimes.

7. 8 wants to buy a car but can't decide who offers a better bargain. Should (s)he buy from 2 or 11?
Xanul wants a car? xDD Makes sense, seeing his age and all~ 2 or 11...hmm. :B I'd say 2, Rowanna, cause she's more spunky and Alora's all shy and all. It depends. He might be a nice guy and buy from Alora, buuuuttt Rowan would be a better bet.

8. If 5 wanted to dye his or her hair but could not decide on the color, would (s)he rely on 1's opinion or 4's?
Ahahaa, Yourie dye her hair. xD Between Ferne and Qiu, I say Qiu. Qiu's more dependent for these issues, Ferne's rather high and mighty.

9. Who's babies would be cuter? 12 and 3's or 9 and 2's? (If it is impossible for them to breed because of gender or species, just go with it and pretend that it was possible, please.)
[Minori and Gaea, Hilda and Rowanna] Sheet. D: Gaea and Rowan are my prettiest OCs. I'd go for Minori and Gaea, cause the kid's hair would turn out really nice. Minori's a little wavy curly at the ends, Gaea's hair is totally wavy with curls.

10. If all previously-listed characters had accounts on LiveJournal.com, who would have you on their friend lists? Who would you have as your friend?
Well, Xanul, Gaea, Rowanna, Qiu Ya, Valerie, and Alora. They're the pretty friendly ones, and they wouldn't mind making friends. In addition to the rest, there's also Minori, I guess. She's rather cautious about who she meets on the net.

Aahhh, this reminds me to update my freewebs page with OC bios. =o= *PROCRASTINATOR*

2008-01-04T15:49:00.000+08:00

Ahhh. (: today in srjc was sooo fun. <3

I love cetus house. Our cheers rock sia!!!! I'm not gonna post em here, because I'm scared that srjc peeps will sue me for copyright infringement. :B Butbutbut, our cheers are SUPER LOUD can! And cetus cheers are the best of all!!!

To tell the truth, when I saw I was in cetus group, I was like, "what is that?! DDD:" I mean, it's like the only house which name i don't understand. The rest have orion, pegasus, aquilla and draco.

...okay, so i don't know what aquilla is either.

but I know cetus was once named calypso. Ahh, that I know. xD From watching PoTC. She's some sea witch/goddess thing. Cetus is some wave constellation, so both are related to water.

my ogl's(orientation group leaders) are super fun can! They're very funny lolz. Mostly guys though.

Ahhh, i'm scared I'll switch to another house as they put us in classes according to our subject combis. I want to stay in cetus! *prayhopecrossfingers*

Ahh, I'm playing with Artweaver to make Gaia sigs. (: Quite fun, but I think it's better if I connect the tablet to my comp. :x I'll try to do it later~

I need to practice piano noaws. Ciao!

2008-01-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

Wahh, so long haven't update liaoz. Oh wells, happy 2008 to all! And changed blogskin(FINALLY) yayyy! 8D SAIYUUKIII. <3333 *fangirls*

Srsly, 2008 scared me. ): I'm the only dmn girl (i saw no brown skirts) in srjc. I was freaking scared, can?

...I miss my friends. ='( I miss dmn and 4b and choir so much.

But ah well, it's a new journey. And it's so scary bcoz it concerns my future. ME. What I'm going to do when I grow up.

...God, I want to go to Neverland. D: Oi, Peter Pan, come to my house and sprinkle fairy dust on me, cans? The idea of being an adult is...horrible. gahhhhh

So, I'm trying to decide what subject combi to take now. So far I have h2 maths, econs, phy/chem and h1 lit. I want to take h2 lit, but science stream cannot. Arts stream....my history and geog sucks can? I hope after o's I can choose another school that allows us to.

I pray.

Well, it's just for, like 4 weeks, like a trial period, so i'll try. Even though my cuz says that econs is hard. yahhh.

She told me to look into uni reqs for the course i wanna go.

Well, I want to go psychology.

I don't know what else to take sia, even though I want to be an author.

Psychology sounds fun. xD Engineering and Buisness sounds so boh liao can?

They say:

'AO' level pass in Mathematics or 'O' level or equivalent pass in Additional Mathematics

Pass in H1 Mathematics or Pass in ‘O' level Additional Mathematics

:B Which I don't understand, what does math has to do with psychology? I thought it's like lit, cause the tp lecturer who came to dmn for a talk said lit is kinda connected to it.

I don't know lah.

So tired, everyday wake up 5am.

Ahhh, farewell party is so sad. D: Pit 27, 28. 2.45 at pasir ris park. Noting here so I don't forget. xD i miss all my juniors. ): Hope this year sec1 choir peeps will be good!

Sososo, jiayous everyone! A new year brings new challenges!

2007-05-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

Um, yeah. Tomorrow's MT O Levels. So...good luck to all! (And to myself too.) (:

Gahhh, brain dead. @w@ I found this clip while I was digging through my favs on youtube. You have no idea how many of them was scrapped from youtube. DDD:

So here's Excel Saga(And no, I've never watched it O: ) to Macadamia Nut. One of the weirdest parody of macarena I've ever heard.

2007-05-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

Yes, I changed my blogskin. : D Somehow, I still think it looks weird. O.O Perhaps I'll try to fix it next time? xD *too lazy*

I SWEAR, I CAN BE ONLINE. D: Even though the only papers left are amath p2 and literature. (mt lc doesn't count. >.> No studying included) I really am studying Joy Luck Club. O=) Why not? I love literature!<3

For some reason, I am planning to do a amv after exams. O: It might be fun and I have quite good ideas. So why can't I just play around with windows movie maker? xD Just for a while, then back to studying for o-levels. :< (Ugh, I'm reminded of it again...)

SHOPPING AND MOVIES AFTER EXAMS!!!!!!!GAMBATTE!!!

2007-05-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

I don't understand.

I don't understand people at all. Why lie? The lies hurt other people, and they really feel upset. Yeah, right, some people say they shouldn't care if their conscience is hurt if it's not the truth. But have you ever felt the pain when you really work hard and then someone says bad stuff about you that's not true at all?

Why? Why must mankind hurt one another like this? Why is the media gossiping about celebrities, saying stuff about them that is not true? Everyone's human, everyone has a heart. Yes, it might be fun to flame them, fun for the readers, some defend themselves. FUN?

You call hurting others FUN? What exactly is this idea of FUN? It's sick and perverted! Don't say anything without evidence. And how can you say something of a person's character if you don't know them at all? Why gossip about two celebrities of opposite sex when they act friendly? "Rumors have it that they are dating" What the HELL? Is that the only thing a man and a woman can be? Why can't it be a platonic relationship?

Argh, and I'm sorry. Pissed off today over the awful Biology paper.

2007-04-29T15:04:00.000+08:00

Righto~

1. minghar=stupid

2. I look young. : D Yay! some people say they thought i was sec2/3. I bet if we didn't meet in secondary school, they would say i was much younger.

3. I am so slow. xD;; I realised that someone came back to the blogosphere and i only realised it like yesterday.

4. I seriously don't know how to take care of myself. D: I keep falling sick these days. :/ and my throat sounds like stupid.

5. I am retarded for knowing weichong's birthday and not giving him a present. ._. And I fell sick on that day lolz.

6. I am freaking crazy. Farenheit is now luff. <3 Tang Yu Zhe is still the most important in my heart though. ^_^ But now, the next is Aaron from Farenheit. He is like so cute too! : D Plus he plays the piano and the flute and psst, he's younger than YuZhe by 3 years!(Which means he's four years older than me. : D )And I have addicted myself to Farenheit songs.夏雪,只對你有感覺 (Sung with Hebe) and 愛到 are my favourite.<3

7. I NEED TO KICK MY BUTT OFF THE COMP AND STUDY FOR MYE.

2007-04-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

HOMGHOMGHOMGHOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN SCREAM UNTIL MY VOICE RUNS OUT, I DON'T CAREEEEEEEEEE!

WHY?

Because...

CHOIR GOT GOLD....

WITH HONOURSSSSS!

I'm like so super happy. : D I started crying lol. xD You don't believe me? Ask my juniors, or qian or liting. They heard me crying on the phone.

And yay, we showed that CHOIR CAN DO ITTT! We showed that we can do our best, to our teachers(who supported us so much! Thanks for the KFC! I love you all!), to our seniors (We didn't let them down! We made them proud of us! WOO~) to the WHOLE SCHOOOL. After so many years, we finally got gold with honors and we're the FIRST CCAAAAA! YAY CHOIR YOU ROCK!

Still, I'm a little upset that I'm leaving. ): Oh well. I will still go back! I miss you guys, my junoirs!

I TOOK SO MANY PHOTOS WITH YOU GUYS! I LUFF YOU!

Me with Judaxil and Wei Chong. (: (HAH WC, YOU ACT CUTE LOLZ. xD)

And a group photo, because I'm to lazy to upload anymore. =P

BUT YAYYYYY CHOIR! DMN CHOIR FOREVER!!!!!!!!

2007-04-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow.
17 April is tomorrow.

The day of CHOIR'S SYF! We must do OUR BEST! Let's show em what we've got and go away proud with what we have performed on stage! We're performers, we have to take pride in what we do. (: WE CAN DO EET! JIAYOOUUUSSS~

I think my body has something against choir competitions. No offense, but really. Remember what happened before Prague trip?:/ Sheesh, what am I trying to do? I shall not remind myself of that nightmare. It's making me paranoid. Forget...forget...forget...

Seriously, I was sick earlier today. I threw up outside the side gate and had a huge stomache. And then I kinda went to sleep in the sick bay alone. Not on the beds, mind you. They looked...er...weird. I fell asleep on the couch. (Hey Fang, you're right, people who go in DO come out sicker. xD It hurt when I went out and I had to go to the toilet to...ahem...clear my bowels.) Actually, I didn't want to go home because there was choir practice later and I thought I would be okay. Well, I went home anyway.

Oh well.

Still, I will be there tomorrow. >O And we, Dunman Secondary Choir WILL get GOLD WITH HONORS!!!!!!!

2007-04-09T20:30:00.000+08:00

SYF is on it's way people! March on! : D We can do it! Let us Sec4s work hard for this competition, then we have to concentrate on our studies and step down. :/ A bit sad really.

Good luck for Band tomorrow, 10 April! Here's wishing you the best of luck, and to my band friends, qian, chui wen, liting and cher lin, gogogo!

Next week, exactly 7 days a.k.a one week after band's SYF, it's CHOIIRRRR! LET'S DO THIS TOGETHER GUYS! LET'S MAKE MUSIC TOGETHER! ;________; I love choir too much to let it go. Remember to bring tissues on that day horrr. =p Coz I guarantee will cry when we have to step down. I will miss dmnchoir. :( and all my juniors and peers and even Mr toh. But I will be back for the year end trip! I won't miss this last chance to travel with the choir before I leave my secondary school life. (Can you believe it? I can't. Time passes so quickly...)

After that, it's String and Guitar, whose dates I cannot exactly remember. I just know one's 19 and one's 20th april. :) Good luck to you guys too!

Let us all spend this wonderful last time together with our ccas. :)

2007-03-19T16:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I know, I'm supposed to be happy and all, given my blog name...

But...FREAK. Seriously, F R E A K.

I'm rather upset over what happened just now, or rather, what I just saw. It's depressing. Actually, it was horrible.
I had just gotten home from school, after chinese remedial. I got off at my bus stop and started to walk home. But you see, there was this whole patch of grass just opposite my back gate, and while I was walking on the path...

I saw a black kitten lying on the grass. It was only, what, the size of my palm. Normally, I would go AWWWWW, as I usually do, right?

But it wasn't MOVING. At this, I felt myself go totally stiff. I kept denying what my head told me. I went, "No, it can't be, it must be sleeping, right?" But I was making excuses. Keeping myself from the truth, trying to hide in denial.

I didn't stay there for long. Cause when I pushed open the gate home, I was stammering. "Ma...uh...just now ah, I think I saw...it's not moving..." She must have understood me, and went, "I saw it." And then, she broke the truth, which I was so scared to confront.

It was dead.

Dead. My brain went into permanent blackout. I still tried to deny. No...no... But I heard it. And I knew, deep down inside, that it was horribly true. I started to cry.

It hurt. I mean, it was so small, so tiny...so...young. It didn't get much...or even a chance to live. Why? Why did God have to take away a life whose footsteps barely walked this world, it's bright eyes taking in everything around it?

I realised life is fragile. So very fragile.

It can be snuffed out so very suddenly, when you least expect it.

I cried. Cried for this kitten who lost it's life. Cried for a LIFE.

Actually, in a rather ironic way, it touched my life. I realised I care. I care for lives. And I'm gonna show that I do. I swear, I'm going to help out in SPCA when I become of age. And I want to adopt a kitten, just like it, and raise it. One day. =)

Because simply caring isn't enough anymore. It's what you do that counts.

TANG YU ZHE

2007-03-14T18:12:00.000+08:00

Yeah I said people might get bored reading about my obsessions...but I didn't say I wouldn't spazz. ='D

And this is the first time I've gone rather fangirly over a GUY. A REAL GUY.

And it's because of Hanazakarino Kimitachie. Oh and if you wanna ask, yes, I spelt that out ON MY OWN. I kinda memorised it by now. xD If you're really dense or blur, as Singaporeans say, it's Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu, 花樣少年少女.

And no, I'm not like other girls, because they go all WAH WU ZUN/JIRO WANG. No. I prefer...another guy. =p

AND HE IS LIKE SHUAI CAN. AHHHHHHHHHH!

Some people should know by now that this is Danson Tang Yu Zhe, 唐禹哲, the guy who plays Nan Xue Zhang. Who is totally hot and awesomely cute. And I have a whole lot of pics. (HE IS LIKE SO NOT GAY. HE CAN WEAR A PINK SWEATER AND LOOK COOL.)

Hey, he can smile and look so cute, and then look serious and look freaking cool. WHERE ELSE CAN YOU FIND A GUY LIKE THAT? And he's immensely sweet on his blog. ;O; I luff him~

Which is why I want that Hua Yang book that contains pictures inside. Sold in Popularr, gah, I need to go grab it one day. :/ Yu Zhe looks so cool in there OKAY? And there's a few picture cards that are included and one of them is, you guessed it, Yu Zhe.

I'm an official freak. I think it's because some people(AHEMAHEM) taught me to be fangirly over a guy with their ways, even though it's anime and manga characters, and Yu Zhe is totally not.

Yeah, and his song 最愛還是你 is great. =) I listen to it everyday.

First time being so fangirly, I hope you guys forgive me. ='D Which reminds me, I want a blogskin with him on it, but editing the Html is gonna take a hell of a time, which I don't really have. So till, then you guys won't have to tolerate my fangirliness when I take it to the next level.

我愛唐禹哲~<3

Chivalry is DEAD

2007-03-14T18:02:00.000+08:00

Freak it.
Have guys this days no CHIVALRY? Have all of them been brainwashed by some hogwash to become MCPs a.k.a. male chavunist pigs?
Face it girls, guys aren't what they're like in the past. I mean, look at medieval times. A knight honoured his lady, and would fight to prove that her beauty was unrivalled. It's not like we expect them to get on some smelly horse and fry themselves by wearing a metal suit and grab some random long sharp thing to poke at another guy. And knowing their perverted minds, I think I know where they might like to point it at.

Guys just don't treat girls with respect anymore, do they? Maybe there's a mere few that's out there, but I dunno. I wonder how much they rack their brains to think of a creative way to propose. Just kneel down, flash the ring and go "Will you marry me?", oh gosh, that is SOOOO cliche. Have a little imagination guys, I advise you. It's not everyday a girl gets a proposal and if you want to secure it, go all out.

...And...the guys that I talk with, please don't take this to heart. =p I'm not talking about you...maybe I am, haha, you'll never know...but yeah. This is just saying that most men have no sense of romance at all. Please, every girl likes a decent romance thinger, right?

Why I'm writing this is cause I probably bore people out by talking about my life, my obsessions in here. Yeahh. But that doesn't mean I won't. =P

Grah. I can't believe my heart's giving up after this long time...okay, maybe I can...

2007-03-10T14:29:00.000+08:00

Well, I changed my blog name. O: From unknowntitan, to optimistic-insanity. Maybe because I don't want to be that unknown person, always the quiet one in the corner. And that I started believing in being optimistic in life. And clearly being insane like I always am. <33

I wanted a new blog template, but ugh. when I downloaded it, it's of a different format of my old one so I have to learn how to edit it. xDD Which could take a long time before it replaces this one.

Oh yeah and...
-I'm not going to judge everyone by appearance. People can be only ugly on the inside. And once you know someone, you get to appereciate them(Or not?), not by their appearance.
-I want to be optimistic most of the time. ^_^
-I want to make everyone around me to be happy and feel loved. (Okay not everybody. >.> And especially not the boys. I can't do that, I only can seem to be sarcastic towards them.)

2007-02-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

OH. MY. BLUDDY. GAWD.

I have the KHII jigsaw puzzle I've been dying for. ='D Looking at the box, even the pieces, makes me happy. Now I want a frame too, so I can put ot up for dispay when I'm done with it. SOOOO HAPPYYYY. *SPAZZZZZZ* Yeah, I got it because I passed Grade 6 Theory (HAY THE TRANSPOSING WAS EVIL. :< )

I cut my hair today too~ It doesn't really suck, it's okay really. =) It's shorter but I can still tie it up and it's thinner. Which is much better and breezier actually. So I'm quite happy with it.

And to think, the day started off with me almost having a fever and being sick.

P.S. ANY TENOR AND/OR BASS GUYS WANT TO JOIN ME AND JOCELYN? T^T

2007-01-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

I wanna adopt pets. : D Human pets that is. It's PERFECTLY LEGAL. Charmaine, Kodi, Iris, Judaxil, blahblah, are all MINE. MINE, YOU HEAR?! D<

Yes, I'm still rather crazy. D: For some reason or other. And so energetic in school, but at home, bleh. I wonder why? :/ Perhaps I wanna leave happy memories for my last year in Dunman, yeah? Haiz...thinking of it makes me rather upset...

Okay, no UNHAPPY THOUGHTS. :< Nada.

Eee~ We had ICE-CREAM today. 8D Choir Sec1 welcome party. It wasn't so grand though, cause it was raining and the NPCC was taking up the atrium. )= But the ice cream was nice, THANKS TCHERS! n____n I got chocolate and mango!!!!

I've really got to concentrate on this year though. Bleh. Studying for HELL.

That means I need to restrict my comp time. FAST. Cause I need to kick off my obsession.

...Soon.

2007-01-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

I have realised I haven't said anything about the Adam Khoo workshop, which was SUPAR AWESOME.

I love all my trainers, Gary, Leroy and Melvin. (Yes, they're guys, but don't think it THAT WAY!)

Gary's the one who can do a GREAT retarded voice and face. And I'm not complaining about it, it's really hilarious, and he gets applause from us quite often. He also keeps using the word, "dodobird" and it's become a usual thing for us to say now. He's a great speaker.

Leroy is zee Ratman!!! Ahaha, his speed reading put pressure on us all. And the inflatable dice was rather cool, except it NEVAR got tossed to the back.

Melvin, (Okay, Gary said this) is part German Shepard. =) But I won't forget him either, cause he's the one who shouted at us, and I'm not angry about it and made us cry, and made us go so HIGH with singing.

I respect the three of them a LOT.

I'm not ashamed to say I cried TWICE during Adam Khoo. I went up with the rest to thank my parents publicly and I would have said more about them if I didn't go so emotional and cried.

Which reminds me, I respect EVERYONE who went up there to thank their parents as well. =) YOU GUYS ALL DESERVE APPLAUSE.

HUGGING all my friends was an AWESOME thing. I could feel as though we understood, loved each other. I realise that I LUV YOU GUYS A LOT. I don't want to leave you guys. :< (And then when I thought of it, I started tearing up again. ='( )YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS MY FIRST REALLY TREASURED ONE. You guys taught me a lot, and I thank you for that. I really do. I'm gonna list all of them here(in no particular order) because they deserve it.

-Charmaine Han
-Liting
-Wei Fang
-Chui Wen
-Xiao Qian
-Cher Lin

You guys will always be in my heart. I can't imagine getting seperated from you guys.

...All in all, I think it has left a rather great impact on me, and I've become more XIAO through all the crap the trainers loaded on us.

2007-01-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

I said what I truly felt, now it's over. If people don't like me of what I commented on, it's fine. But since it's over, I hope those who made the decision doesn't regret it.

Ah well.

I FINISHED KHII! It still means I'm addicted to it though, because I'm thinking of trying out proud mode, though I can't imagine beating Demyx. D: And I haven't beaten Sephiroth and finished all quests in the journal. That'll take a while.

KHII has addicted me to Utada Hikaru's songs as well. D: I keep listening to them. THEY'RE STUCK IN MY HEADDDDD. :< Not that I mind.

School is gonna kill me btw. My brain's dead, I have to keep staying back...Geh.

And oh dear, there's PE tomorrow. D: PLSNOMOREELBOWPUSHUPS!

And I'm still that crazy, happy girl. :) Yay me!

2007-01-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

Finally, no KHII rantings in this post.

Yup. Just my life. I figured I needed to do that. (Anyway my blog's kinda dead. ._. )

Which comes to my conlusion this week, I'm upset on being Sec4. Upset for O Levels, and more importantly, upset about leaving choir DIS YEAR. I don't think I can stand it, I love it so much. Someone remind me to bring tissues on that day. It's really hard to leave choir with all my WONDERFUL juniors, and remembering GREAT seniors as well. Really, it is. And because it's my last year, I really hope to get through the auditions for SYF this year and help the choir get GOLD WITH HONORS. We can do it! I want to achieve something for choir before I go, so I won't have any regrets. As I always think, "Be happy in life, don't do things you will regret later." I want to be happy.

But sometimes, it's really hard to be, and yet, I force a smile on my face, and act wonderfully happy. I don't want to upset others anymore if I'm unhappy. I don't want to spread unhappiness. Of course, sometimes I may inevitably do it, and I apologise if I have offended anyone before.

Sometimes, I just really want a person to complain about my life, just to get things off my back, and not annoy him/her for doing that and he/she will be understanding. It's hard to find someone like that, cause sometimes there's personal stuff that some people might not understand.

It hurts. It hurts very badly, but "If you love someone, you'll want him to be happy." It's true. I want him to be happy, not upset, or I'll hurt even more too. So even though I'm hurting, I just want him to be happy. That's enough. I never asked for someone to love me back. It can't be forced.

...I feel like I'm getting really emo.

2007-01-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

YAYYAYAYYYYYYYY!

Ashley got into choir! Yippes! =D (My neighbour + "mei-mei" Some ppl asked, lol. xD )
CONVINCE YER PARENTS! D: *shakes fist at*

Eee~ D:

I am missing a Frost Stone. And a guide says it comes from a Heartless in Timeless River. e_e I don't even KNOW if I can go back. PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE. :< *wants Ultima*

Yesh, KHII addicted. =) I HAVE RIKU IN MY PARTY NOW! =D TEH SMEX IS SO COOL. *dies from Riku's bishie-ness* Seriously, he looks WAYYY much better. And Charmain says his combo with Sora is ULTRA COOL. :< I WANNA TRY. *itches to play*

Riku and Roxas should have their own game. They're both so smexy. <3333 Riku has Way to the Dawn, and POWERFUL dark combos, PLUS BISHIE-NESS. -shot- Roxas, has TWO keyblades, that PWN LYKE HELL, and is SHUAI. Being part of Orgy XIII, y'know. *is officially going fan-girly* (I don't do that over Sora much, cause SOMEONE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. xDDDD)

Orgy XIII is luff, anyways. AXEL, DEMYX, LARXENE, LUXORD, SAIX, XEMNAS are my favs. (Doesn't mean I LIKED fighting them. e_e Luxord was hell with dice and cards, and Demyx? URGH.)13 black-cloaked guys(mostly =p) RAWK. BLack-cloaked guys are mysterious and have a great selling point. SEE, SQUARE ENIX? They put 13 of them, and they sold KH LYKE CRAZEEE.

Plus I have to defeat them 10 times each before I can do the next lvl? DDDD: The Struggle battle, with Hayner, Setzer and Seifer. I WANNA BEAT THE CRAP OUTTA SEIFER.

Charmaine says Square Enix puts drugs in their games. I totally agree. =)

2007-01-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

WHEE~

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!! I can't believe I'm gonna be Sec4. D: *clings to the old Sec3 days*

SATURDAY WAS SOOOOOOO FUN. =)

Me, Jo and my sis went ice-skating! And we saw an Edward Elric cosplay, haha. Quite well done, the guy was also short. xDDD WHen we were skating though, we had to clear for them to smooth the ice.

Jo said I should find a bishie to cling on to and skate with. xDDD She should find one for herself first lo! I think I broke her hand though. xD Kept leaning on it when I was about to fall. I fell down only once, and pulled her down with me.
And I started laughing. O: I don't know why, I thought it was FUNNY.

Then we took Neoprints. They look quite okay, I wanna scan em soon.

Then my family went to watch DEATH NOTE2. IT WAS AWESOME LYKE HELL.

Yeah, great day. =D

I STILL WANT THAT JIGSAW PUZZLE. =X

2006-12-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

I cried.

I saw something I REALLY REALLY REALLY loved at first sight, and I wanted it.

A KHII jigsaw puzzle.

It was shiny.

I UBER LUFF KHII. And I love putting jigsaw puzzles together. Combine that, and it's a UBER UBER WANT.

I kinda begged my mom for it. I offered to use my own money, and get this, even offered to MOP and SWEEP the FLOOR. I've never done THAT before, begging so hard.

And she had to say NO.

I have to say, I'm REALLY UPSET.

I've NEVER asked for loads of anime and manga piled on me. I've been deprived of gaming consoles, until this year, only cause they struck 4D.

So I"m MAD. Really MAD. I really WANT something, it was OBVIOUS I loved it, and she didn't let me.

...Whoever buys that for me is my benefactor LYKE FOREVER.

2006-12-28T15:54:00.000+08:00

WARNING: KHII RANTINGS.

Yay. I FINALLY beat Demyx. On standard mode. =D

I used Trinity Limit to defeat the '10 forms on 10 sec' thing once. then the second time, Donald died so I couldn't use it. >> But I still beat him after that. =PPP

Xaldin wasn't so bad, cause you could use Mickey and before Sora died, I had already cut him down to about 1/2 a HP bar.

Xigbar sucks. He keeps shooting me, dammit.D< So all I'm doing is running up and down Yen Sid's Tower(With the cute keyblade from Pooh, it makes a squelchy sound when I hit enemies. Plus equipping luck abilities for whole party and choosing lucky lucky weapons for Donald and Goofy), getting synthesis items fo the Ultima Keyblade and levelling up. I still can't find an energy shard to cut the Orichalum+ items needed into half. I still need to do Goddess of Destiny fight in Olympus Collosieum(sp?) and get 1 of every synthesis item(WTF?) to get the rest of the Orichalum+. So you see, I DO want that keyblade.

I accidentally approached Sephiroth. :/ He UBER sucks. He kept slicing me till my HP was gone. Bleh to you, Sephy and your long sword thinger.

I missed a chest in Twilight Town and I still can't find it. D: WHERE ARE YOUUU???
And for the Missions, I have to finish poster duty in THIRTY SECONDS. WTF?!?! My high score is only 1 minute!

END OF KHII RANTINGS

...

START OF GAIA RANTINGS

Stoopid earthquake in Taiwan. Gaia doesn't let me access threads. *shakes fist at* I can't have fun on the comp now. *whines*

END OF GAIA RANTINGS

I don't WANT the HOLS to be over.

I wanna watch DN2.

I wanna finish playing KHII.

I want my Gaia to work properly.

Geh, my life sucks.

2006-12-15T19:05:00.000+08:00

COSFEST TMR. :<

I might go, I'm not sure. I was intrigued by my other Gaia S'pore friends. It's at Expo, 12-7pm. WHOOs~
I have tuition tomorrow at 11am. SO I CAN go, but it's not nice to go alone. Even if it is to identify Jaz and Rui.(Gaia peeps) T^T

And my mom wants to go to some X'MAS CARD MAKING. Crap, I'm not going.

If I don't go Cosfest, I might rest my lazy bum at home and play KHII. =D It's a WHOLE lot easier the second time I'm playing it (I overwrote my beginner game. >>) even though it's a normal game, harder than beginner. But it's SO COOL playing Mickey when I kill Sora. (Not intentionally of course.)

WF says she might go from 1-3pm. And drag peeps along. So I dunno. :BBB It all DEPENDS.

2006-12-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

Yayness! I missed my laptop and internet a lot while I was in HK. (And I missed a whole lot of stuff in Gaia. ;_; *has to get ready for Secret Santa stuffies*)

I loved Disneyland so damn much. Probably because I'm still a kiddo at heart. Whoever said Ocean Park was better lieddd. Disneyland so rocks. The Golden Mickey show actually made me cry. I dunno why, but I think it's because I got so emotional at seeing all those Disney characters.

DISNEY ROCKS FOREVER.

Ocean Park wasn't that bad either, there were some really great rides. But it was quite boring lo. At least we got to take pictures at Disneyland. (I think I went overboard with some of my poses. xD)

But when we went to some place that held lots of international monuments like Eiffel Tower and such, I think I got kinda sick with the photos. Running out of poses and being bored with my parents wanting to take the Eiffel tower everytime they found a good view of it.

The hotel in HK was quite squeezy. =( The one in Shenzhen was much better, more spacious and much more spazz worthy.

Tmr got Sec3 farewell party stuffies, I think they didn't see my message on here and on MSN about my HK trip. Sorry Piriya.=( That means I have to catch up quite a lot.Hai...I can lah. Just JIAYOUUUS.

Being my hyper usual self again. xD

2006-11-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

Ahaha.

I have a new template. KHII based. Sora, Roxas and Axel. <333 I like Roxas. He has two keyblades. SO much cooler than Sora. DD: Too bad there was only one fight with him using teh two keyblades.

I dislike yaoi actually, but this template looks uber awesome. And they're just FRIENDS. Yesh. I don't think dirty.

*hugs new template*

2006-11-29T16:33:00.000+08:00

Argh. I'm so wanting a new blog template. :/

And just for you peeps to know, I'm leaving to go ta Hong Kong from Nov30 to Dec6.

Wah liao, today went to TM Mac to meet Junhao to pay class tee. And when I got there all I saw was Wei Fang(and her bro) plus bai sheng, terrence, darryl ong. No sign of junhao. We were like "Is he late or something?" 'Rounf 10.20 then spotted him going to buy breakfast, I think. He said he came 10 mins earlier. And we didn't see him. Guess he's teh Invisible Guy or something. Oh well, he was still late.

I'm super sians now. Scared to play PS2 and get beaten by Demyx again. And get adrenaline pumped throughout my body.

*goes template hunting*

2006-11-28T20:40:00.000+08:00

AHAHA. The choir concert is OVA! IT WAS AWESOME BTW GUYS!!!!!!And I got a pretty red flower! Thank you Miss Ho, you rock!=D And if anyone has the "flower people" picture, please send it to me, kays? Thanks!

NO more choir till after Christmas! WOOOOO!~ I'm not saying it to be mean, or that I hate choir or anything. Because I don't. I LURVE CHOIR. <333 I just need a break and let my lazy butt get to playing games and stuff. xDDD

AND YAYS. I have the KH and KHII and PS2. PWNED. I wanted the PS3 but US version comes out next year. And Jap version can only play a few games.>.o

And I can't defeat Demyx. Damn you! *shakes fist at* He's an awesome character(<333) But positively hard to beat!!!!!!! I just realised I keep losing when it goes "Defeat 10 forms in 10 seconds." DDD: I can't seem to do that. :/ I can handle him well, but just not that part. ToT I hate water forms. DD:

And I've decided to quest for the ULTIMATE Ultima keyblade. =DDD I read from a walkthrough that it's quite useful in defeating Sephiroth and um...other bosses. Yeah.

And I've downloaded Orgy XIII fights from the walkthrough. All seems awesome. =D Sora's "dice form" looks...um...cute. xD (Though I haven't reached Luxord yet...)I want to see the final fight where "Mansex" fights Sora and Riku. It seems that you can control Riku for a while too!(Riku is TEH SMEX in KHII >.> <333)*goes to YouTube*
(And here's a cool one:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nPgw-1wPTA =DDD Riku PWNS.)

And I snagged a ton of Orgy XIII icons from my Gaia friend's sig. xD I have this one of Marluxia going, "I'm the prettiest girl at the party. <3" It is simply ROFL.And there's one of Xemnas saying "Don't call me Mansex dammit." And one of Demyx going, "Roxas, come back to us. We have cookies!" And loadddsss more. *is using them for her MSN piccies*

Yeah, I think that's it about my life right now.

P.S. I OWE YOU THREE ICE CREAM. (You know who you guys are. >D) I give up on NaNo. Hectic November and all...

2006-11-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

I just got mail recently to go get my pink card made. What does this mean? I'm finally, catching up with the others, finally turning 15 and old. ._. Wow. But it is mega cool, cause I'm like the youngest person in the class. And I can now go(Well, soon) "SQUEE! I'M 15 AND I HAVE THE NRIC THINGY!!!!ONEONE111!!!!"

8 more days to meh birthday, 9/11/1991. All made up of 9s and 1s. Cool, eh?:D Problem is, got sec3 lesson AND choir onat day. How shiok.

So, the BBQ partay is on Saturday. Yeah, 2 days away.

Some peeps have been asking me what I want. You know what I want? A PLAYSTATION 3. Kthnxbai. Joking, well, not really. =p I've been deprived of games and anime since childhood. I just watched my first anime, FMA this year. And now I WANNA FMA MANGA. O: Yesh. Or FMA DVDs. Or the FMA movie DVD. Or...you get what I mean. xD AND I WANNA KINGDOM HEARTS ONE AND TWO AND CHAIN OF MEMORIES. Yeah. AND A GAME BOY XP. AND A GRAND PIANO.

-shotkickedpunched-

And now, I'd better go do NaNoWriMo. Procrastinating so much. x_X

2006-10-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

Qian and my names are both in Liao Zhai. xDDD I didn't know until Liting told me(and I read Qian's blog). The Ming Xia in the show is a princess. =p I was a little diaoded.

I had two scary nightmares in a row in ONE night. D: It was seriously horrible. I dreamt that one of my friends was dead. The other was the same, but it was a different friend. I'm not saying who these people are. I was so scared that when I opened my eyes, I felt tears in my eyes. I was DAMN relieved that it was just a dream. It seemed to strike every chord in my heart. It was HORRIBLE.

I hope I don't have nightmares like that again.:/

2006-09-28T18:32:00.000+08:00

*breathe in*

[rant]I think I'm drowning in practise papers. x_X Most of the teachers are practically shoving them on us. They might give us one or two and think it's a little, demanding to pass up the next day. Lessee, 3 sciences, 2 maths, at the very least 5 papers. Each paper takes about 2 hrs(and the science section A&B is about 3 hrs total!). Add it all up, and you get 10 hours plus. Don't forget that we spend almost the whole day at school and have to check up stuff in the text book and such. [rant/]

*breathe out*

I'm getting addicted to the Banana phone song. "Ring ring ring ring ring ring ring BANANA PHONE!" =P This video is quite good:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CgYs1-OQ2v8
Faster version:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwKN4wQJkK4

AND BOTH HAVE FMA! *major squee* Sorry, I'm finally getting into the anime craze, wahahas. =D Edward is just so funny when he goes "Boop de doop"xD

"Cellular, modular, interactivodular!" I tell you, the song is prettty addicting. D: It's stuck in my headddd!

It's late, I'd better sleep before I type out too much crap. 8D

2006-09-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

HIATUS.

I wish good luck for EOY's to...

<3 The whole bunch of H^2SO^4'ers, PuaySuan, XiaoQian, ChuiWen, LiTing, WeiFang, CherLin, we can do it! Jia yous~=D

<3 My Sec1 choir juniors,(a.k.a. the weird nickname team) Judaxil, Lynn, Joanna, Kodi, Crystal, Iris...(= All the others too!

<3 Sec 2 choir juniors, Erika(My meimei) and her gang, and every Sec 2 in choir!^^

<3 All e other Sec 3's in choir!

<3 My choir seniors!

<3 And others I might have missed out cause I can't possibly fit you in any of the categories/I'm lazy/I'm very blur. =P

(All the names are in no particular order. xD)

To cut it short, GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO READS THIS!=P

2006-09-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

It's the invasion of the ties!D: Wow, so many of my choir juniors are student leader trainees lo...and I'll be surrounded by ties and shiny badges when in choir. =X

EOY coming so soon liaos...and it is NOT A GOOD TIME TO GET HOOKED ONTO AN ANIME!U_U I was just bored one day and decided to watch a little FMA(Cause LT seemed fangirly about it and usually, she's not a fan of anime).

...And now, I'm still watching it. D: Finishing up EP 7.

To further prove my craze...

Obviously, my DP's FMA. D:

What else can you infer from this picture? (Too much SS gone to head liao. xP)

I'm from choir. Yey, wasn't that obvious by the Dmn choir logo almost every choir peepz has in their MSN?(: Very easy identifaction method.

...I'm desperate to sell mooncakes. RLY. D< We have to sell FIVE BOXES! The cheapest is $25.80, and NO ONE's buying from me. Please? DD: Help to fund my choir trip next year, cause y'know what happened last year when I was SUPPOSED to go. >P Don't want to talk about it.

I DO need a counsellor lo. I'm dwelling on dark aspects of my life, and lots of horrible things have cropped up. If anyone knows a nice person who won't seriously kill me for ranting to him/her, tell me?

I never exactly liked crocs. So it was obvious I was bored when I just channel surfed and landed on crocodile hunter. I just watched it out of fun and found it an unique, interesting show about wildlife. It got my attention.

So...it wasn't nice when I came back from China and see people in Gaia and MSN kind of mourning about Steve Irwin. I wasn't up on the news, but I had his horrible feeling. I asked around, looked up on the internet, and confirmed my suspicions. The croc hunter was dead. I couldn't believe it. He was always so lively and animated, his whole face beaming with that smile. The animals lost a good friend. I've seen maybe a few people confessing that he had inspired them to become wildlife conservatists, or something like that. The loss is felt by us all.

R.I.P. Steve Irwin. Crikey, we'll miss you, mate.

And to everyone, Good luck to EOYs!

P.S. o_O The stuff in my entry seems all pretty much unrelated...but then again...

That's Ming Har for you. ;D

2006-08-16T20:22:00.000+08:00

I heard about this girl, only about 9 years old(pri three lo) was arguing with her parents. And get this, she had LOVEBITES on her neck. DD: It's most probably she's not a virgin. This at such a young age and I do wonder what happens when she's older.

She was demanding for freedom from her parents(They have TOTALLY give up on her) and wanted $1000 and she would leave immediately. And they agreed. Can't blame em. The passerby's felt so sorry(for the PARENTS mind you)and collected money until they had one thousand. And the girl really took the amount and WALKED AWAY!

She's IS a little too much, don't you think? Wah liao lo. Who does she hang out with? Gangsters and prositutes? And SRSLY? Asking for a THOUSAND dollars?! Man, does she really think she can live out there with THAT amount of money?

Enough of that, I'm DRAINED. I really thought that SOMEONE was a friend. Now I don't know what to do anymore. =X

FULL HIATUS
Starting from next week(Common Tests,28th to 31st Aug) I'd probably give a rant on thursday. (31st Aug)
On friday to 9th Sept, I'll be away to Wuhan, China. Sunday is sure going to be busy, but I'll miss my comp as well.

2006-08-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

Wah liao, I can't believe that I'm thinking of NOT going to China. And I already pay the money all this lol. The week that I'm going off is the September hols which is also my dad's birthday on 4th Sept. I feel so bad lawlz. =X That means Ihave to buy a birthday prezzie before or go there and buy one.

Another reason, I really don't want to say it coz it may hurt feelings. But well, h/she HAS hurt me. And it's rather stupid, because all the hints s/he gave were SO DAMN OBVIOUS. Anyone who knows us knows who s/he is talking about. Enuff with that now. And if there IS choir during the hols, I'm gonna miss it.. ;_; Juniors, and a whole load of new scores maybe? And I might have to catch up. D: NOT easy.

Fwee, but think of all the good things! Great vacation(So I've heard from the peep who went last year), making friends, cheap stuff(8D a.k.a. SHOPPING!~) and more importntly, some well deserved REST! NO STRESS~

So I shouldn't have any regrets right? Yah, I guess. Pre-vacation-without-parents jitters, probably? Yesh, I've NEVER went overseas without my parents. But I don't think I'll be so homesick lah, I'm not a baby lo.

CT coming up soon, but I feel so LAAAZYYY! This is so not a good time. Somebody MOTIVATE ME!!!!!

2006-08-07T19:04:00.000+08:00

First of all, I want to say sorry for that awfuly depressing post I made a few days back. I was feeling pissed, moody, and needed a portal to dump my gibberish in. So but well, I'm fine now.^_^ FUNKY FOOTSTEPS 4EVA!<-No relevance.

But then, wah lao...when I was helping P.E. teacher carry the wallets during P.E. and waiting for my freinds to take a breath after running 1 round around the school...THAT DAMN CHINA WOMAN. D< She was riding on a bike BEHIND ME FOR GOD DAMNS SAKE! Yeah, so she bumped into me and STARTED SCOLDING ME!!!!WHAT DOES SHE THINK, I HAVE EYES ON THE BACK OF MY HEAD?!?! So "wu li qu nao" lo! I was like standing there, a little scared, then she was like scolding, scolding, scolding. Wah, she so PMS. Even my teacher and friends were like, I REALLY didn't see her! See, I have WITNESSES and YET, she still kept on scolding. >.> When she had cycled away, mumbling about some SHIT, my teacher went, "That's why I don't like China people." and my friend and I agreed. I'm not saying, though, that all China peepz are bad eggs. I know there's some good people la. I'm just a little pissed off at that woman.

And then, we were just sitting down talking(Yea, during P.E. Just don't ask why.xD), a frisbee hit me. I looked behind, NO ONE came to take it or say sorry. Yeaaah. I didn't even know who it was so I just turned back to the conversation.(Not before putting the frisbee by my side) And this Indian boy(he must've thought that I didn't see him) slipped up and took the frisbee back. WITHOUT APOLOGISING OR ANYTHING. HE'S MUTE, SRLSY. And THEN? They continued playing. -_-''

TMR half day! Weets! Only problem is my mum wants to arrange for science tuition. Just when I don't have choir. ;_; A Sec 3's stressful life NEVER ends...

2006-08-04T21:23:00.000+08:00

I've always wondered...what would other people's life be without me really? My answer is not much of a change. And it's coming from my heart. Is it not true really? It's not like I make a social impact wherever I go, whatever I do. I'm Nothing. I know myself, I know people reacting around me. I can sense it.

Its just that, I never really, y'know GET accepted easily by friends. Sometimes I really want to fit in but its like no one gives me a chance. I always seem to be a loner. Even from primary school. Everything. Ranging from choir, to studies, to wrok, to class, to... I do feel hurt being left out of conversations, being ostracised and all that. Am I really that of an alien? Sometimes, I do all that I can, try as hard, but the problem is, I fall just as hard. I tried so hard to get into the overseas competition for choir and yet a STUPID appendix stopped it all. I wanted so badly to go to the next trip, I dunno if I can even go next year at all.

I'm tired, really I am. I try to be nice, but it's like I'm the most useless, most overlooked girl. I'm really getting pissed, upset and a short temper. So I'm a little sorry to those I might have blown up to. Perhaps you offended me in some small way, that I hold a grudge for it. I really don't like people calling me bad names, (Don't worry juniors, tomato, isn't THAT bad.xD) it's hurting. I also hate people with a certain ATTITUDE, like some people wanna act pro, they can do everything, think they're showing "guan xin" for other peeps feeligs. Pfft, like real. Sometimes, I really want people to be grateful, as least give me a little respect for what I have done or praise. Is that really so hard to do?

I'm hurt badly, I feel like a ragdoll in a corner. Have people forgotten that I have emotions too or have they just simply taken other's feelings to be more important than mine? Do they have to pile all the faults on me? I feel lost, torn to shreds, dead. I might as well be dead anyway. I might as well hurt myself. I might as well stop my life once and for all. No one is going to care anyway. No one is going to really miss me. Everyone will be happy that I'm gone. That I won't be here to be a nuisance and to make anyone else feel bad. That I can take my worthless fate away. I really want to die. I don't know how to sometimes, I'm simply too confused and hurt. Since everyone's all like, seemingingly angry at me. YEAH, I'M ALL IN THE WRONG AND SHE'S ALL RIGHT! GREAT! AN ANGEL! HAPPY NOW?!?! F***. I'm not posting any clues or anything about who I'm upset at, cause, I don't want others to be hurt. Unlike SOME people. (Still think you very guan xin others?>O)

No one really loves me. No one CARES. No one appreciates me. No one. No one is even reading this, right? EVERYONE WANTS ME TO LEAVE THIS WORLD AND BE DONE WITH MY PRESENCE.

2006-08-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I missed my bus. DD: So, as I was about to cross the road to the bus stop, waiting the cars to STOP zooming past... I saw an Indian girl and a rather thin woman struggling. The girl was screaming, they were both barefoot. When I finally crossed the road, I heard the girl crying and saying that she didn't want to go back or her mum would scold her, and that she had ran away because as she said, "No mum, you tried to KILL ME! Many times, you strangled me, you hit me..." She even tried to bite her mum's hand but her mother didn't let her go.

Her mother asked the people at the bus stop whether they could call the police, so she could settle this once and for all. I wanted to help, but I told her politetly that I didn't bring my phone. From what I saw and heard, I don't think that her mum could have ABUSED her. She was so patient with her and after that(I heard from my mum) she cried because she was worried about her daughter.

My mother stayed at the bus stop to calm the girl down. And she told me what happened. The girl had diabetes at the tender age of 5! And she was low in sugar and had to take her injection, even in school. But, her mother thinks that she didn't take it in school, because, her daughter would act like this(a litle mental problem.DD:)whenever she didn't take it. After that, the neighbourhood police was called(THEY TOOK HALF AN HOUR TO ARRIVE! WHAT IF THE GIRL RAN AWAY AGAIN? THE MOTHER HAD A WEAK HEART!!!) and were brought in to settle the problem. I don't know what happened after that but I wish them well. I felt like crying when I saw that incident, I have no idea why. Perhaps I was just feeling bad for her, that she had broke down like that.(It isn't the girl's fault too, I HAVE BROKEN DOWN BEFORE. I know exactly how it feels to feel tortured and hurt. ;_;)

And yeah, I heard about the "bird head in a jar" thing. I just wanna say it is perverse and sick and not talk about it anymore.>.> Don't want to even think about it.

We have Mrs Neo and the English HoD, Ms Yew to take over our English lessons while Mrs Chan is away. They're not bad(Mrs Neo teaches me Lit too, y'know.xD), quite nice and Ms Yew's quite humorous. I like her three rules. xDDD
1. Don't call the teacher, t'cher, call her Ms Yew or Her Royal Highness
2. Always share sweets with the teacher first before eating.(AND Baisheng spit it out. xD)
It's about that and I can't remember the other. >.<

I had my piano exam today and had to leave early. I had to rush my zuo wen, run down to the General Office, FIND THAT I HAVE TO GET A TEACHER TO SIGN THE DAMN FORM, run back up the 4th floor to get Lam Lao Shi to sign it, and run back down, call my mum and ask her to sign it too(Thank goodness she was in the parking lot). So ma fan lo...My exam was in my teacher's house anyway and she heard it and said I sailed through. So, it wasn't bad, the examiner was a real nice guy and IT'S OVER!^_^

And I have a Geography test tomorrow...so...

2006-07-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

Oh SHIT. My piano test is this thursday lawl. I'm pretty nervous and scared sia. My hands kept trembling when I practised today. >O Any one got a sure fire way to help me calm down?

Whew, today most of the NOISY guys in our class went for OBS.(Some boot camp thingy)For one whole week! *glees inwardly* It was QUITE quiet in our class, but SOME people were still there to "dao luan".=X But it was still quite a change. (At least XQ doesn't need to bullied so much. And they don't have a chance to "qi fu" the China buddies.xD)

What do you do when you put band AND choir peepz together in a project group? Not much time for meetings that's what. And that chinese project has to be passed up by the week after next!!!! SO far, we've only got a proposal. We haven't REALLY decided what kind of video we are doing and how and all that stuff. XP

Any one heard "If you were gay" by Avenue Q? Well, apparently, that song is addicting because there was a suggestion that we should do it for comic relief in our video.=O (Here's a video of the song, with two guys lip-synching to it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TwBjyAAMWRk P.S. One of the guys is kinda shuai, ne?xD)

Oh yeah, I seem not to be able to post on my tagboard. >.> No matter how many times I click the TAG button. So I say here, Yeah, Joanna, I love you too.xDDD And muacks to LT for my 50 hugs. o_O I'm thinking of changing that damn tagbox anyway, to myflashbox.

Yeah, so I need to get on my homework liao so I'll write next time. ;)

2006-07-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

It's sooo BAAADDD! T_T Plus, I'm like PMS'ing today, so it really wasn't a good time for THAT.

Okay, so Mr Toh began to audition us(Well, most of us. Mostly Sec. 1s) to see if we could go other sections. Since the altos "bei gan chu qu", when we came back, we were rather surprised to see a bunch of sopranos standing in our position. Turns out, they were auditioned and dropped to alto. (Okay, I thought he just put the Sop 2s there for a while lo.) When we came in, it was our turn to audit lo. And what made me so upset(a LITTLE pissed, yeah), that Iris, Joanna and Kodi went to Soprano!!! Kodi, is like, my junior since she came into alto. And I'm rather close with my juniors. (Rawr. :B I bond with my juniors, yo. Don't want them to be unhappy and want to quit, hor? )

Mostly, the girls who got transferred were trying not to cry( Fine, I was. Even f I wan't transferred. I can't bear to let go of my juniors.)or crying. So I gave them a hug, they seemed rather upset. I know that feeling, I got dropped from Sop to Alto in sec 2. And one of my sec2 juniors went to soprano before. T_T Well...at least they're still in choir.

Oh yah...but this reminds me.

...I'd better tell Joanna's new senior something. (Gawd, you don't know how much I pumped her diaphragm and she's already improving. ^^ So...she needs that. She can do it lo! )

2006-07-09T13:33:00.000+08:00

>.< Okay...damn it. I'm irked by the fact that I saw the wrong timing and totally missed Charmed yesterday. >_> I love the new season of it.

It's basically a very boring yet busy saturday. I just finished literature class and I have chinese tuition after this. Anyhows, did anyone watch High School Musical on Disney Channel? <333

It's an absolutely great movie with singing and dancing.^.^ It stars Zac Efron(starring as Troy, basketball star. Uber shuai-ness!;D), Vannesa Anne Hudgens(acting as Gabriella, she's so pretty lo!<333), Ashley Tisdale (acting as the big brat, Sharpay[Psst...I like her name.XD], but heck, her acting and ATTITUDE impressed me. 8) )and Lucas Grabeel(Acting as Sharpay's brother, Ryan. Hmm...he isn't bad really...kinda like pretty boy really). I love all the songs!<333 I'm addicted to all of them. I have the songs and saved the videos from YouTube on my favs. =)(And I know how the sing quite a few of the songs. I'm NEVER gonna sing in front of anyone though. 'Cept my sis. xP)

Oh yeah...but it's not the only thing I'm addicted to. I'm totally mesmerised by Pirates of the Carribean 2- Dead Man's Chest. The trailer is awesome! (heart, heart!)I can't wait ta see Capn. Jack Sparrow(Johhny Depp!<333), Will Turner(Orlando Bloom. Kinda shuai also lah.;) ) and Elizabeth Swann(Keira Knightley. She looks spiffy in that pirate outfit!). I wanna watch it! *makes WF and LT's b'day an excuse* 8) Aw...c'mon guys, I know you wanna see it too! I even have the poster as my wallpaper! Don't believe me? :

I wish it was the one with the three of them though, but it gets so blurry when it's stretched. Anyone who has the big version, send me through MSN? Even my Msn display pic is PoTC. It's of Johhny Depp as Capn. Sparrow, and some text there, "But why is the rum gone?!?" It's supposed to have animation, but you know display pics can't be animated. xP

Wah liao, my mum is asking me to sleep liao...

Listening to: We're all in this together- High School musical

2006-07-04T22:24:00.001+08:00

Oh yar, as you can see, I changed my blogskin liao. I really made it purple. =D Yay for purple! It's my fav colour. ^_^ Though blue and pink is a subsitute. >_> You know, when I wanna buy stuff and there's none of it in purple? I take pink most of the time. (Coz my sis takes blue. =p )

Yay, it's the new term liao. We changed our form teacher, english teacher(awr...too bad Ms Tang's gone.=() and our a-maths teacher. Plus we have a temp. bio teacher. Our new form+eng teacher is another Mrs Chan. (So not the choir teacher.>_>) And guess what? She thinks she's expecting. Now that's ironic. Our A-Maths teacher...is "LI HAI"! Chinese for pro. What do you expect from the maths HOD? So I guess our class can improve liao. I have nothing against our sub io teacher, she seems quite nice actually. BUT FOR PETE'S SAKE, can she speak louder?D= And stop reading from the slides? (Mr Lim draws diagrams on the boards. =) )I COULD sleep during her class. (I almost did...or did I really?)

We also have a new class arrangement, all the groups, put it in good english, "cliques" are all sitting together for a trial period of one week. I don't think we can keep it lo...it's nosier than ever.

Somehow, in choir, we're learning more "unknown languages" songs. Yar...I don't really mind though...it doesn't seem that bad. I still like all the songs I learnt in Sec. 1. =) Because of the concert, it had very interesting and beautiful songs.

Wah...so late liao...I guess I better sleep...(after finishing up my geog homework.)
I hope to post more in here.

2006-06-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

It seems like I haven't posted in here for a long while and I'm itching to change my blog layout. To something light and purply. ^__^

Okay, I was watching this show and this guy was wishing that he coukd be tough like another guy so girls would like him. O.O;; And I just realised...do girls really have a preference for bad guys all is that a guy insecurity thing? I, for one, seems to like the good boys better. For some odd reason. Take Harry Potter for example. I like Harry amongst the other guys. While my friends are going "Draco is hot." *rolls eyes*

One day, we had to do an english thing on a famous person and I did it on J.K. Rowling. While I was researching, there was a line that caught my eye. She was, "Girls, don't fall for the bad boys," or something like that because they were speaking about liking Snape. o_O I think.

2006-05-02T18:24:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh! Yes, god, I feel the stress!>>;; Mid-years are tomorrow *gasp*, Yes tomorrow! For the bloody...*ahemahem*

Gah, I want to watch Bao Lian deng today, it's not really that bad a show. :B Except for the ending song, it's corny. The name is Wo De Quan Bu and it's sung by some mad singer who was probably brainwashed by the director to sing it...but, anyway. It goes, "Wo shi niang de quan buuuu, Niang shi wo de quan buuuuu, Niang tong ku, wo jiuuuuuu.........bu xing fu...." ^^;; Yeah, I know. I even found myself singing it a couple of times!!! Quote what Ron said in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire to Hermione, I'm "fratenizing with the enemy!" Oh dear. =o The actor who plays Chengxiang is actually quite shuai lah. =p But it's weird how in the show that Yvonne Lim, playing as Ding Xiang likes him. I mean, she looks older than him (she should be, right?)and is taller. I hate couples where the girl is taller. It freaks me out.

The guy's ego will be hurt, won't it, that his girl friend is taller than her. And hello? Which guy wants to tiptoe to kiss his girl or which girl wants to bend down to kiss her boyfriend?Dx Think about it while my brains rot out while studying. Adios.

2006-04-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

I don't know why I feel so damn useless. I'm useless in choir, studies, piano EVERYTHING! Even gaia is making me feel useless. Some idiot(I shall not say who)
was the last person to win in the flatsale so he had to choose the last artists, me and a colorist I teamed up with. Thing is, the lunatic asked another artist to do the lineart instead of me, giving a crappy excuse that she was the one that introduced him/her in the shop, that's why he/she wanted her. I mean, HELLO! Sure, my art is one of the worst in the shop, but he/she landed with the pairing, SO BEAR WITH IT, SICKO!!!!!! At least he/she won, and yet is soooooo concerned about the pairings. If I won and landed with an unknown pair, I'll still be happy that I won. This guy or girl is SICKO, I tell you, SICKO!!! It makes me feel so angry, upset that I almost cried. Now, I'm the only one that isn't helping the flatsale. I hope he/she GOES TO HELL!!!!

This really makes me feel so useless, with friends, I'm not sociable at all, I know, so EASILY FORGOTTEN! And my looks are bad, I can't even get a distinction for my piano, I haven't done anything good for the choir, I haven't got any results good enough, I even failed a few subjects.

GO AND DIE, YOU IDIOT, TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I WANT TO DIE!!!!!I would have killed myself, if I wasn't so scared of pain. Everwhere I go, Everything I do, Everyone makes me feel useless.

2006-03-29T21:42:00.000+08:00

Sucide. Has anyone of you ever thought of this? But, yes, I have thought about dying before.

Mostly, stress caused the problem. Exam stress, homework stress, just a whole lot of stress, to be exact. It seemed like everything was bent on stressing me out. I felt useless in everything, berating myself, and threw an emotional tantrum. I didn't eat much during recess, I cried myself to sleep. I thought of, yes, using a penknife and cut myself, or grab a knife and jab it into my heart when it hurt so bloody much. I never did though, because I'm afraid of blood and all the pain it causes. Here's a rather crude thought, I rather be poisoined to death in my sleep, 'cause it won't hurt.

"I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard "
-Sarah Mclachan, I will remember you

It's exactly how I felt, so weak, so fragile, so useless. I thought no one really cared for me, there was no one I could really confide in, and to hug me and tell me that it was all right and comfort me. No one. When I really despaired for a hug, nobody was there. My heart hurt. It seemed that no one saw my sorrow and tried to help me. I felt useless, because no one really wanted me, loved me, really depended on me. I wanted to scream but no one seemed to bother.

"Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
-Sarah Mclachan, I will remember you"

Then it became funny. I realised that I can't die, I haven't done all that I want to do, to tour those countries I want, to publish a book and be an author, to have a dog, and many other dreams. I learnt to stop dwelling on bad memories and a lot more. It's a part of being more mature.

I don't know if you are reading this and it helps you but I hope it does. I wrote this down to let out my feelings and I got past the depression. Somtimes I still get it, but I rant it out. It feels better when you do.

2006-03-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

Crummy week, crummy mood...

I mean like, on the first day of school, it already sucked. First period was PE. And when we got down, teacher told us to get ready to run 2.4! I mean, we were as ready as a tiger expecting a rabbit to kill it! So, since I don't really excerise and has as little stamina as a tortoise, I was one of the last and my feet ached like crazy and my breath came out like gasps. My legs were like jelly and my cheeks burned. And if that wasn't enough, we had to do push ups on the road(as in the rocky, tarred road cars travel on) and our hands had red imprints from the rocks on them until they looked like fossils. (Just exaggerating, really.)

Then, this week, we got back our Common Test results. Quite disappointing, really, that I failed two sciences and got long lectures from my mum. I think she wants me to take tuition. *sighs*

Just for fun XD

2006-03-08T21:09:00.000+08:00

Your Hair Should Be Pink

Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun.
You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

Pink? *laughs* There's no way I'm dying my hair THAT colour.

You Were a Swan

You are a spiritual soul who sees into the future.
You are also good at interpreting dreams - those of yourself and others.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

I'm a swan? Cool!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Is this true? Maybe, maybe not...

Feb 27 2006, Monday

2006-02-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

My dad just came back from India yesterday early in the morning. And he bought scarves. LOTS of them. Mostly because my aunt wanted them. They're all cashmere and in rainbow colours. And he bought a leather bag for my mum. LEATHER! Poor cows... Beef is the only meat I don't eat because my mum says as we pray to Guan Yin, we can't eat it. Just as well. I remember when they showed us a video on how cows were slaughtered and it was horrible(I shan't go into the details. My sis and I both have watches-cum-bracelets. When we saw them we were quite curious. Mine had purple and gold and my sister's was blue and silver. We were wondering, 'How does he know our favourite colours?' and started interrogating him. We even said this, "Are these the only colours sold there?" My mum thiught we were hilarious. Enough said.

I just realised I like moody characters. For example, Eeyore from Winne the Pooh and Raven from Teen Titans. They seldom smile but when they do, they look cute! haha...well, they're really devoted to their friends though, and my horoscope Scorpio says the same thing about me. I wonder if it has to do with something...

I read XiaoQian's blog and she was complaining about being kicked out for combined band for their concert, Sereneta Four this year. (Should I go and see them in their penguin suits? Hmm...Cher Lin said that crack about the penguin suits by the way) All I have to tell her is that I've got worse. When I was in Sec.1, we had our 10th choir anniversary concert and I couldn't sing Grease and the finale. Grease! It's one of my favourite songs. Then, in the next year, I didn't get in SYF. Then, as I dropped from Soprano 2 to Alto 1, I vowed to work hard to participate in the end-of-year Prague competition. We stayed back long hours and did many auditions, in the holidays, we had a 3 time a week practice. I even had to go back on my birthday! Unfortunately, about a week or two before the competition, I had appendicitis and had to be sent to hospital. I stayed there for a week or so and missed the competiton totally. I was really upset and cried on the night they left although I sent them an SMS, saying good luck and all. I had a operation, had to be put on an IV, couldn't eat for days and Chui Wen said I looked weak. The bed hurt my back and there was even a tube coming out of my ....(I don't know what to say) with purple pus and when they took it out, it damned hurt. A lot of people visited me, brought presents. Some said it was better that I fell sick now and not when I was in Prague. I still really regret it. Actually, the food in hospital was not bad and I could watch TV the whole day.:) When I got back home, cable TV was inctalled and I watched cartoons everyday.(Teen Titans three times a day) My sister was off to sports camp so she wasn't disturbing me. I guess this has its advantages and disadvantages. Er-jie, be glad you didn't have it this way.

Haha...speaking of that...Do you notice something? Chui Wen, Xiao Qian, Wei Fang, Liting, Cher Lin, Ming Har(me) and Puay Suan. Arranged in age. I'm the second smallest! They are seven of us and we cam up this weird crack about 7 flowers. So, Cw is my da-jie, Xq, is my er-jie and so on. I can only call Puay Suan qi-mei....god, that girl is the youngest, smartest, tallest...and not forgetting most modest. She always says that she is not clever, it's just good luck, and that she is very stupid. Somtimtes it's intolerable. She's in 3a! The rest of us are in 3b and Cher lin's in 3d. Some people are just like that. I don't think I 'll be used to it if she stops saying that. I 'll probably be very suspicious and say, "Who are you and what have you done with the real Puay Suan?" Oh well, that's plain ol' me.

I Not Stupid Too (warning, SPOILERS!)

2006-02-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

I not Stupid Too was great. It was incredibly funny at the start. I loved it when it seemed like the grownups were talking and it sounded and looked like nonsense, going in one ear and out of the other. Now, Shawn(Tom) and Joshua(Chengcai) are in Sec. 3 Normal Tech.(and they are shuai lor! *ahem*,*clears throat*)

Tom has a brother Jerry whose "friends" push him to kiss a girl and when they both fall asleep, the "friends" put them on a pile of bags, making it seem like they slept together. Naive Tom believes his friends that it means the girl will be pregnant.(they are in primary school, mind)He tries to ask his parents where babies come from, but they reply that he will know soon enough. Overhearing teachers say that eating pineapples will cause a miscarriage(it's an old wive's tale) he buys lots of pineapples for the girl to eat. So, she eats until her stomach hurts and he brings her to a doctor. The doctor is confused when Jerry say the child is mine. Their parents are called and the situation is resolved.(he got a pretty bad scolding though)It was hilarious.

I cried first at something very touching Jerry did. To his father's client, an hour of his dad's time is worth $500. At first, it seems like he is saving up for Pokemon cards. He even steals from a canteen vendor. But, he gave the money to Tom because he didn't want to see his brother in jail.(he got caught shoplifting with Chengcai [maligned by their gang. some friends they are]by "policemen" who agreed to let him off only if he paid $2000, but that's another story) The crying part came when Jerry confessed that he stole only because he wanted to buy an hour of his dad's time to tell him about his performance. It was just so sweet.

Chengcai's father loved his son, but didn't know how to express it. His son only knew when his dad was in hospital and dying and resolved to go back to school. He made use of his talent,fighting to win a gold medal for Singapore.

Another touching part was when the two sec.3's stole a necklace from a old lady, but felt guilty and returned it. Tom's dad came and begged the old lady to tell the police that he robbed her, not his son. When the police arrived, both father and son insisted they stole it, but the old lady lied, saying she made a prank call.

I feel that teachers and parents watching this movie would understand their students or children more. Two thumbs up and five stars.

P.S. The trailer for Nanny McPhee was shown and boy, was it awesome.