I don't know why I feel so damn useless. I'm useless in choir, studies, piano EVERYTHING! Even gaia is making me feel useless. Some idiot(I shall not say who)
was the last person to win in the flatsale so he had to choose the last artists, me and a colorist I teamed up with. Thing is, the lunatic asked another artist to do the lineart instead of me, giving a crappy excuse that she was the one that introduced him/her in the shop, that's why he/she wanted her. I mean, HELLO! Sure, my art is one of the worst in the shop, but he/she landed with the pairing, SO BEAR WITH IT, SICKO!!!!!! At least he/she won, and yet is soooooo concerned about the pairings. If I won and landed with an unknown pair, I'll still be happy that I won. This guy or girl is SICKO, I tell you, SICKO!!! It makes me feel so angry, upset that I almost cried. Now, I'm the only one that isn't helping the flatsale. I hope he/she GOES TO HELL!!!!
This really makes me feel so useless, with friends, I'm not sociable at all, I know, so EASILY FORGOTTEN! And my looks are bad, I can't even get a distinction for my piano, I haven't done anything good for the choir, I haven't got any results good enough, I even failed a few subjects.
GO AND DIE, YOU IDIOT, TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I WANT TO DIE!!!!!I would have killed myself, if I wasn't so scared of pain. Everwhere I go, Everything I do, Everyone makes me feel useless.
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