A crazily optimistic girl~

MOVED. YOU CAN NOW FIND ME IN LIVE JOURNAL.

posted by melodine @ 9:47 PM 0 Comments

sports day, admittedly, wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

Sure, me, fang and charmaine hid in a corner, ate snacks, drank coke(mostly me, really xD), played phoenix wright with my ds( I was trying not to comment on anything when char played it) and fang was playing harvest moon xDDD

But the cheerleading parts were fun! I especially liked Miranda's and Triton's cheerleading routines! And that's not because Triton is my house and I'm a freaking dedicated person, okays! I really liked it >w< Was so happy when Triton won cheerleading champion! The cheerleaders deserve it! Great job, peeps! ;D

Triton got third overall, which wasn't so bad, cause we were the last at the beginning xD We won three games!!! WOOOOOO!~

But the most EPIC thing of the day...

was that...

the whole school GOT RICK-ROLLED.

I didn't even realise it until char commented that the song sounded familiar, and I had to strain to hear "Never gonna let you down~" then IT HIT ME. Not only I got rickrolled, the WHOLE SCHOOL DID.

that is one EPIC RICK-ROLL.

We aren't even sure most of the school got it or not, but well xD It was still epic! and quite hilarious, if you ask me.

posted by melodine @ 4:14 PM 0 Comments

I don't even think my blog url is actually appropriate now. :/

I'm having a hard time being optimistic about things, even though sometimes, I still seem so happy on the outside, and crazy.

That's because I'm TRYING to make myself happy. Sure, it works, for a while, and I go temporarily insane and crazy and all blabbity.

But I don't know anymore.

I'm still feeling a little emo, even though I'm addicted to this happy, disney parade song "Just like we dreamed it" It's seriously nice 8D me and meimei keep singing along to it =x which always lead our parents to go, why don't you sing karoke if you two have nice voices?

xD; funny that I'm a choir gal, yet I don't really want to sing in front of people. Solo. I thought about it before...I don't exactly mind. But then again, our karoke machine doesn't have much english songs we like to sing. That's our EXCUSE anyways (:

okay warning, I'm about to emo soon.

I was completely stupid, and fell down from the third step on the staircase outside the lts :/ happened on...monday, I believe. I landed hard on my right foot, and guess what? I sprained my ankle. I guess it's kinda a good thing, cause it means I don't need to run for PE tomorrow. But it hurts if I put too much weight on it. so now, right ankle is hurting too, cause most of my weight is put on it when I stand :/

I have a lot more to emo about really, but I don't think I should write it here. Some things are mostly personal, and I don't want to hurt anyone :<

God, I need a counselor I can rant to ;o;

posted by melodine @ 8:19 PM 0 Comments

oh screw it.

I am so gonna be dead tomorrow.

Because of choir camp :/ it started on friday and ended yesterday evening, but after I came home, I still had to go to my cousin's 21st birthday party.

I'm not complaining about that really. Choir camp was quite fun, even though a cabbage whacked me in the face >.O We were playing "Quirky Quidditch" where we played Captain's Ball with four balls( I seriously don't know if you can call ALL of them balls), an orange, a cabbage, a volleyball and a basketball. And yes, I was "FORTUNATE" to get whacked by the cabbage in the face. I guess my choir camp curse is still going on. xD; I always get hurt/sick every year. And yes, I stayed up on friday night to watch sweeny todd. it was awesome 8D I really don't see why S'pore rated it m18. Sure there was a lot of blood, but an nc16 rating would be okay :/ the blood looked very fake; it didn't really bother me.

...But what I'm so pissed off about is homework.

I am never gonna finish this PI; I don't have a creative idea for journey two!!! I had a piano lesson today too D: SO, I only have today to do my work.

I AM GOING TO DIE.

and there's pe tomorrow.

screw you, jc life.

joining choir has made me miss dunman choir SO DAMN MUCH. I LOVE YOU GUYS, HONESTLY.

I remember when we got gold with honors last year, I started to cry like crazy. We were all so happy and hugging each other and taking photos in the avt. ohmygod.

I miss 4b.

I miss the crazy guys playing dodgepillow at the back of class, I miss YOU GUYS. We haven't properly hung out in a long time. sure, char, fang, and qian are in mjc too.......but qian's usually with shawn :/ I don't know, I really miss the times all of us were together. chui, liting, char, fang, qian, cher and me.

I MISS SEC FOUR.

srsly.

i even miss night study ;o;

...
someone get ready a coffin for me, I'm gonna die this year.

posted by melodine @ 9:48 PM 0 Comments

well, well, I know this is kinda late, but HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL!

God, I loved the long holiday sooo much that I was so reluctant to go to school today. :/ Sheesh. I need to stop being so lazy and envying the people who didn't apply for pae and can slack at home.

gaaah.

chinese new year was quite fun though! lots of people said they couldn't recognize me, cause I cut my hair, well layered it actually. xD It's still about the same length. I told the hairdresser to cut my fringe shot because it was freaking long before, and I was getting pissed that it wouldn't stay tucked behind my ear and kept flopping over my eyes. anyways, it is short now, but I clip it up. xD a bit ironic, actually.

plus I got my contacts! Dailies for now, monthly ones later. :/ I'm still trying to get used to them, I don't think my eyes like them very much yet. I have these blur moments sometimes. Still, switching between specs and contacts make my head ache a little. =_= oh well.

with all that, I wonder if the gang can recognize me now, hahas. We shall see the next time we go out, yanno?

oh god, jc life is really killing me. I am so damn tired...or is it just because I was used to the nice long holiday cny gave us? I really wish for a break now lor.

and this makes it all the worse:

	What must I do after receiving my posting results?
		For JCs/MI Students who are offered a course in a JC/MI must report to the JC/MI on the date stipulated in the JAE-IS or Form D. Generally this will be the next working day following the release of the posting results.

I totally DIED when I saw this. Sheesh, the day after the results, I have to immediately report there. JC life really drains me. Thank goodness I still have Gaia when I get back home, though I have to wrestle for my laptop with my sis. ...Well, not really, since I always give the normal excuses that it is MINE, therefore I have the privilege, and jc has more work. :B

i hope that we don't need to go to school on the day they give our posting results.


...that and the way they're going to give it to us scares me.

The posting results of the JAE 2008 is accessible via the following modes:

a. Form D (Notification of Posting Results) will be sent to all applicants by mail;

b. JAE IVRS (Interactive Voice Response System) at telephone number 6691-2131;

c. JAE-IS;

d. Short Messaging System (SMS) via applicant's mobile number (if available).

I really regret putting down my hp no. D: The last thing I want is to pick up my handphone, wanting to reply to some sms, then realizing that it's the posting results. I don't know why, but it just seems so...casual. D; I am so scared.

mjc, PLEASE accept me. <3

Labels: chinese new year, contacts, jc

posted by melodine @ 6:40 PM 0 Comments

be happy with who you are! (:

Ahh, I don't know.

I have no idea why I'm pretty content with my life as it is now.

It all started with Gaia really. @w@ I kinda suddenly realized I actually am quite lucky, finishing quests, and having such wonderful online friends that make me laugh, make me happy, make me smile. (: ilu guys, especially my gaia sibilings. <333 starry, kai and fei! you guys rock, srsly! And all the other ppl online. I may not be like SUPER lucky like those who are crazily rich and have so many expensive stuff, but yeah. I love my gaia life, I wouldn't give it up for ANYTHING.

Same goes for rl life.
well almost.

I am quite happy with 11 marks, really. ._. I'm not a SUPER GENIUS or anything, so yeah. I think we should be happy with what we have. Lots of us complain about our lives and everything, but we don't stop to think about worse situations we could be in! I unno.

Why am I so weird of a sudden? xD

On a completely random side note, I cut my hair, and was convinced to layer it. :/ It looks okay to me though my sis says it's weird. GET USED TO IT. 8D I also asked the hairdresser to cut my fringe short and thin it. :C I was getting annoyed over how long it was and it kept flopping over my eyes.

And I'm getting my contacts tmr~ hahax.

posted by melodine @ 9:30 PM 0 Comments

WHEW.

So now O's results are already out. @w@ I think we all did pretty well! Yay! Kudos to all! <3333

Well, I did pretty well, in my opinion. xD I never expected some marks, like my SS/Geog to be A2. I mean, I suck. I fail it almost everytime. I got 11 marks, so -2 from CCA is 2 :D YAYNESS! I fulfilled my wish of getting less than 15, and I think I can get into mjc.

I think. D:

Well, I just filled out the JAE form, and mjc is my first choice, so I REALLY HOPE I CAN GO THERE, WITH ALL THE REST. >w< That is my next hope, and dream.

I do wish it will come true.

Wishes do come true after all. Seeing my O results and some stuff on Gaia and all. <333 I'd really like to say a big THANK YOU to all those who support me, my darling friends (You know who you are :D Remember, tmr, 3pm, tampines interchange!<3 I'm looking forward to it!), my gaia friends (you guys rock loads for being awesome. xD) and my family too. <3333

wishes really can come true, if you want them to~

posted by melodine @ 9:25 PM 0 Comments