Friday, January 26, 2007

I wanna adopt pets. : D Human pets that is. It's PERFECTLY LEGAL. Charmaine, Kodi, Iris, Judaxil, blahblah, are all MINE. MINE, YOU HEAR?! D<

Yes, I'm still rather crazy. D: For some reason or other. And so energetic in school, but at home, bleh. I wonder why? :/ Perhaps I wanna leave happy memories for my last year in Dunman, yeah? Haiz...thinking of it makes me rather upset...

Okay, no UNHAPPY THOUGHTS. :< Nada.

Eee~ We had ICE-CREAM today. 8D Choir Sec1 welcome party. It wasn't so grand though, cause it was raining and the NPCC was taking up the atrium. )= But the ice cream was nice, THANKS TCHERS! n____n I got chocolate and mango!!!!

I've really got to concentrate on this year though. Bleh. Studying for HELL.

That means I need to restrict my comp time. FAST. Cause I need to kick off my obsession.

...Soon.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

I have realised I haven't said anything about the Adam Khoo workshop, which was SUPAR AWESOME.

I love all my trainers, Gary, Leroy and Melvin. (Yes, they're guys, but don't think it THAT WAY!)

Gary's the one who can do a GREAT retarded voice and face. And I'm not complaining about it, it's really hilarious, and he gets applause from us quite often. He also keeps using the word, "dodobird" and it's become a usual thing for us to say now. He's a great speaker.

Leroy is zee Ratman!!! Ahaha, his speed reading put pressure on us all. And the inflatable dice was rather cool, except it NEVAR got tossed to the back.

Melvin, (Okay, Gary said this) is part German Shepard. =) But I won't forget him either, cause he's the one who shouted at us, and I'm not angry about it and made us cry, and made us go so HIGH with singing.

I respect the three of them a LOT.

I'm not ashamed to say I cried TWICE during Adam Khoo. I went up with the rest to thank my parents publicly and I would have said more about them if I didn't go so emotional and cried.

Which reminds me, I respect EVERYONE who went up there to thank their parents as well. =) YOU GUYS ALL DESERVE APPLAUSE.

HUGGING all my friends was an AWESOME thing. I could feel as though we understood, loved each other. I realise that I LUV YOU GUYS A LOT. I don't want to leave you guys. :< (And then when I thought of it, I started tearing up again. ='( )YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS MY FIRST REALLY TREASURED ONE. You guys taught me a lot, and I thank you for that. I really do. I'm gonna list all of them here(in no particular order) because they deserve it.

-Charmaine Han
-Liting
-Wei Fang
-Chui Wen
-Xiao Qian
-Cher Lin

You guys will always be in my heart. I can't imagine getting seperated from you guys.

...All in all, I think it has left a rather great impact on me, and I've become more XIAO through all the crap the trainers loaded on us.

I said what I truly felt, now it's over. If people don't like me of what I commented on, it's fine. But since it's over, I hope those who made the decision doesn't regret it.

Ah well.

I FINISHED KHII! It still means I'm addicted to it though, because I'm thinking of trying out proud mode, though I can't imagine beating Demyx. D: And I haven't beaten Sephiroth and finished all quests in the journal. That'll take a while.

KHII has addicted me to Utada Hikaru's songs as well. D: I keep listening to them. THEY'RE STUCK IN MY HEADDDDD. :< Not that I mind.

School is gonna kill me btw. My brain's dead, I have to keep staying back...Geh.

And oh dear, there's PE tomorrow. D: PLSNOMOREELBOWPUSHUPS!

And I'm still that crazy, happy girl. :) Yay me!

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Finally, no KHII rantings in this post.

Yup. Just my life. I figured I needed to do that. (Anyway my blog's kinda dead. ._. )

Which comes to my conlusion this week, I'm upset on being Sec4. Upset for O Levels, and more importantly, upset about leaving choir DIS YEAR. I don't think I can stand it, I love it so much. Someone remind me to bring tissues on that day. It's really hard to leave choir with all my WONDERFUL juniors, and remembering GREAT seniors as well. Really, it is. And because it's my last year, I really hope to get through the auditions for SYF this year and help the choir get GOLD WITH HONORS. We can do it! I want to achieve something for choir before I go, so I won't have any regrets. As I always think, "Be happy in life, don't do things you will regret later." I want to be happy.

But sometimes, it's really hard to be, and yet, I force a smile on my face, and act wonderfully happy. I don't want to upset others anymore if I'm unhappy. I don't want to spread unhappiness. Of course, sometimes I may inevitably do it, and I apologise if I have offended anyone before.

Sometimes, I just really want a person to complain about my life, just to get things off my back, and not annoy him/her for doing that and he/she will be understanding. It's hard to find someone like that, cause sometimes there's personal stuff that some people might not understand.

It hurts. It hurts very badly, but "If you love someone, you'll want him to be happy." It's true. I want him to be happy, not upset, or I'll hurt even more too. So even though I'm hurting, I just want him to be happy. That's enough. I never asked for someone to love me back. It can't be forced.

...I feel like I'm getting really emo.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

YAYYAYAYYYYYYYY!

Ashley got into choir! Yippes! =D (My neighbour + "mei-mei" Some ppl asked, lol. xD )
CONVINCE YER PARENTS! D: *shakes fist at*

Eee~ D:

I am missing a Frost Stone. And a guide says it comes from a Heartless in Timeless River. e_e I don't even KNOW if I can go back. PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE. :< *wants Ultima*

Yesh, KHII addicted. =) I HAVE RIKU IN MY PARTY NOW! =D TEH SMEX IS SO COOL. *dies from Riku's bishie-ness* Seriously, he looks WAYYY much better. And Charmain says his combo with Sora is ULTRA COOL. :< I WANNA TRY. *itches to play*

Riku and Roxas should have their own game. They're both so smexy. <3333 Riku has Way to the Dawn, and POWERFUL dark combos, PLUS BISHIE-NESS. -shot- Roxas, has TWO keyblades, that PWN LYKE HELL, and is SHUAI. Being part of Orgy XIII, y'know. *is officially going fan-girly* (I don't do that over Sora much, cause SOMEONE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. xDDDD)

Orgy XIII is luff, anyways. AXEL, DEMYX, LARXENE, LUXORD, SAIX, XEMNAS are my favs. (Doesn't mean I LIKED fighting them. e_e Luxord was hell with dice and cards, and Demyx? URGH.)13 black-cloaked guys(mostly =p) RAWK. BLack-cloaked guys are mysterious and have a great selling point. SEE, SQUARE ENIX? They put 13 of them, and they sold KH LYKE CRAZEEE.

Plus I have to defeat them 10 times each before I can do the next lvl? DDDD: The Struggle battle, with Hayner, Setzer and Seifer. I WANNA BEAT THE CRAP OUTTA SEIFER.

Charmaine says Square Enix puts drugs in their games. I totally agree. =)

Monday, January 01, 2007

WHEE~

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!! I can't believe I'm gonna be Sec4. D: *clings to the old Sec3 days*

SATURDAY WAS SOOOOOOO FUN. =)

Me, Jo and my sis went ice-skating! And we saw an Edward Elric cosplay, haha. Quite well done, the guy was also short. xDDD WHen we were skating though, we had to clear for them to smooth the ice.

Jo said I should find a bishie to cling on to and skate with. xDDD She should find one for herself first lo! I think I broke her hand though. xD Kept leaning on it when I was about to fall. I fell down only once, and pulled her down with me.
And I started laughing. O: I don't know why, I thought it was FUNNY.

Then we took Neoprints. They look quite okay, I wanna scan em soon.

Then my family went to watch DEATH NOTE2. IT WAS AWESOME LYKE HELL.

Yeah, great day. =D

I STILL WANT THAT JIGSAW PUZZLE. =X