I heard about this girl, only about 9 years old(pri three lo) was arguing with her parents. And get this, she had LOVEBITES on her neck. DD: It's most probably she's not a virgin. This at such a young age and I do wonder what happens when she's older.
She was demanding for freedom from her parents(They have TOTALLY give up on her) and wanted $1000 and she would leave immediately. And they agreed. Can't blame em. The passerby's felt so sorry(for the PARENTS mind you)and collected money until they had one thousand. And the girl really took the amount and WALKED AWAY!
She's IS a little too much, don't you think? Wah liao lo. Who does she hang out with? Gangsters and prositutes? And SRSLY? Asking for a THOUSAND dollars?! Man, does she really think she can live out there with THAT amount of money?
Enough of that, I'm DRAINED. I really thought that SOMEONE was a friend. Now I don't know what to do anymore. =X
FULL HIATUS
Starting from next week(Common Tests,28th to 31st Aug) I'd probably give a rant on thursday. (31st Aug)
On friday to 9th Sept, I'll be away to Wuhan, China. Sunday is sure going to be busy, but I'll miss my comp as well.
Wah liao, I can't believe that I'm thinking of NOT going to China. And I already pay the money all this lol. The week that I'm going off is the September hols which is also my dad's birthday on 4th Sept. I feel so bad lawlz. =X That means Ihave to buy a birthday prezzie before or go there and buy one.
Another reason, I really don't want to say it coz it may hurt feelings. But well, h/she HAS hurt me. And it's rather stupid, because all the hints s/he gave were SO DAMN OBVIOUS. Anyone who knows us knows who s/he is talking about. Enuff with that now. And if there IS choir during the hols, I'm gonna miss it.. ;_; Juniors, and a whole load of new scores maybe? And I might have to catch up. D: NOT easy.
Fwee, but think of all the good things! Great vacation(So I've heard from the peep who went last year), making friends, cheap stuff(8D a.k.a. SHOPPING!~) and more importntly, some well deserved REST! NO STRESS~
So I shouldn't have any regrets right? Yah, I guess. Pre-vacation-without-parents jitters, probably? Yesh, I've NEVER went overseas without my parents. But I don't think I'll be so homesick lah, I'm not a baby lo.
CT coming up soon, but I feel so LAAAZYYY! This is so not a good time. Somebody MOTIVATE ME!!!!!
First of all, I want to say sorry for that awfuly depressing post I made a few days back. I was feeling pissed, moody, and needed a portal to dump my gibberish in. So but well, I'm fine now.^_^ FUNKY FOOTSTEPS 4EVA!<-No relevance.
But then, wah lao...when I was helping P.E. teacher carry the wallets during P.E. and waiting for my freinds to take a breath after running 1 round around the school...THAT DAMN CHINA WOMAN. D< She was riding on a bike BEHIND ME FOR GOD DAMNS SAKE! Yeah, so she bumped into me and STARTED SCOLDING ME!!!!WHAT DOES SHE THINK, I HAVE EYES ON THE BACK OF MY HEAD?!?! So "wu li qu nao" lo! I was like standing there, a little scared, then she was like scolding, scolding, scolding. Wah, she so PMS. Even my teacher and friends were like, I REALLY didn't see her! See, I have WITNESSES and YET, she still kept on scolding. >.> When she had cycled away, mumbling about some SHIT, my teacher went, "That's why I don't like China people." and my friend and I agreed. I'm not saying, though, that all China peepz are bad eggs. I know there's some good people la. I'm just a little pissed off at that woman.
And then, we were just sitting down talking(Yea, during P.E. Just don't ask why.xD), a frisbee hit me. I looked behind, NO ONE came to take it or say sorry. Yeaaah. I didn't even know who it was so I just turned back to the conversation.(Not before putting the frisbee by my side) And this Indian boy(he must've thought that I didn't see him) slipped up and took the frisbee back. WITHOUT APOLOGISING OR ANYTHING. HE'S MUTE, SRLSY. And THEN? They continued playing. -_-''
TMR half day! Weets! Only problem is my mum wants to arrange for science tuition. Just when I don't have choir. ;_; A Sec 3's stressful life NEVER ends...
I've always wondered...what would other people's life be without me really? My answer is not much of a change. And it's coming from my heart. Is it not true really? It's not like I make a social impact wherever I go, whatever I do. I'm Nothing. I know myself, I know people reacting around me. I can sense it.
Its just that, I never really, y'know GET accepted easily by friends. Sometimes I really want to fit in but its like no one gives me a chance. I always seem to be a loner. Even from primary school. Everything. Ranging from choir, to studies, to wrok, to class, to... I do feel hurt being left out of conversations, being ostracised and all that. Am I really that of an alien? Sometimes, I do all that I can, try as hard, but the problem is, I fall just as hard. I tried so hard to get into the overseas competition for choir and yet a STUPID appendix stopped it all. I wanted so badly to go to the next trip, I dunno if I can even go next year at all.
I'm tired, really I am. I try to be nice, but it's like I'm the most useless, most overlooked girl. I'm really getting pissed, upset and a short temper. So I'm a little sorry to those I might have blown up to. Perhaps you offended me in some small way, that I hold a grudge for it. I really don't like people calling me bad names, (Don't worry juniors, tomato, isn't THAT bad.xD) it's hurting. I also hate people with a certain ATTITUDE, like some people wanna act pro, they can do everything, think they're showing "guan xin" for other peeps feeligs. Pfft, like real. Sometimes, I really want people to be grateful, as least give me a little respect for what I have done or praise. Is that really so hard to do?
I'm hurt badly, I feel like a ragdoll in a corner. Have people forgotten that I have emotions too or have they just simply taken other's feelings to be more important than mine? Do they have to pile all the faults on me? I feel lost, torn to shreds, dead. I might as well be dead anyway. I might as well hurt myself. I might as well stop my life once and for all. No one is going to care anyway. No one is going to really miss me. Everyone will be happy that I'm gone. That I won't be here to be a nuisance and to make anyone else feel bad. That I can take my worthless fate away. I really want to die. I don't know how to sometimes, I'm simply too confused and hurt. Since everyone's all like, seemingingly angry at me. YEAH, I'M ALL IN THE WRONG AND SHE'S ALL RIGHT! GREAT! AN ANGEL! HAPPY NOW?!?! F***. I'm not posting any clues or anything about who I'm upset at, cause, I don't want others to be hurt. Unlike SOME people. (Still think you very guan xin others?>O)
No one really loves me. No one CARES. No one appreciates me. No one. No one is even reading this, right? EVERYONE WANTS ME TO LEAVE THIS WORLD AND BE DONE WITH MY PRESENCE.
Yesterday, I missed my bus. DD: So, as I was about to cross the road to the bus stop, waiting the cars to STOP zooming past... I saw an Indian girl and a rather thin woman struggling. The girl was screaming, they were both barefoot. When I finally crossed the road, I heard the girl crying and saying that she didn't want to go back or her mum would scold her, and that she had ran away because as she said, "No mum, you tried to KILL ME! Many times, you strangled me, you hit me..." She even tried to bite her mum's hand but her mother didn't let her go.
Her mother asked the people at the bus stop whether they could call the police, so she could settle this once and for all. I wanted to help, but I told her politetly that I didn't bring my phone. From what I saw and heard, I don't think that her mum could have ABUSED her. She was so patient with her and after that(I heard from my mum) she cried because she was worried about her daughter.
My mother stayed at the bus stop to calm the girl down. And she told me what happened. The girl had diabetes at the tender age of 5! And she was low in sugar and had to take her injection, even in school. But, her mother thinks that she didn't take it in school, because, her daughter would act like this(a litle mental problem.DD:)whenever she didn't take it. After that, the neighbourhood police was called(THEY TOOK HALF AN HOUR TO ARRIVE! WHAT IF THE GIRL RAN AWAY AGAIN? THE MOTHER HAD A WEAK HEART!!!) and were brought in to settle the problem. I don't know what happened after that but I wish them well. I felt like crying when I saw that incident, I have no idea why. Perhaps I was just feeling bad for her, that she had broke down like that.(It isn't the girl's fault too, I HAVE BROKEN DOWN BEFORE. I know exactly how it feels to feel tortured and hurt. ;_;)
And yeah, I heard about the "bird head in a jar" thing. I just wanna say it is perverse and sick and not talk about it anymore.>.> Don't want to even think about it.
We have Mrs Neo and the English HoD, Ms Yew to take over our English lessons while Mrs Chan is away. They're not bad(Mrs Neo teaches me Lit too, y'know.xD), quite nice and Ms Yew's quite humorous. I like her three rules. xDDD
1. Don't call the teacher, t'cher, call her Ms Yew or Her Royal Highness
2. Always share sweets with the teacher first before eating.(AND Baisheng spit it out. xD)
It's about that and I can't remember the other. >.<
I had my piano exam today and had to leave early. I had to rush my zuo wen, run down to the General Office, FIND THAT I HAVE TO GET A TEACHER TO SIGN THE DAMN FORM, run back up the 4th floor to get Lam Lao Shi to sign it, and run back down, call my mum and ask her to sign it too(Thank goodness she was in the parking lot). So ma fan lo...My exam was in my teacher's house anyway and she heard it and said I sailed through. So, it wasn't bad, the examiner was a real nice guy and IT'S OVER!^_^
And I have a Geography test tomorrow...so...
