was the last person to win in the flatsale so he had to choose the last artists, me and a colorist I teamed up with. Thing is, the lunatic asked another artist to do the lineart instead of me, giving a crappy excuse that she was the one that introduced him/her in the shop, that's why he/she wanted her. I mean, HELLO! Sure, my art is one of the worst in the shop, but he/she landed with the pairing, SO BEAR WITH IT, SICKO!!!!!! At least he/she won, and yet is soooooo concerned about the pairings. If I won and landed with an unknown pair, I'll still be happy that I won. This guy or girl is SICKO, I tell you, SICKO!!! It makes me feel so angry, upset that I almost cried. Now, I'm the only one that isn't helping the flatsale. I hope he/she GOES TO HELL!!!!
This really makes me feel so useless, with friends, I'm not sociable at all, I know, so EASILY FORGOTTEN! And my looks are bad, I can't even get a distinction for my piano, I haven't done anything good for the choir, I haven't got any results good enough, I even failed a few subjects.
GO AND DIE, YOU IDIOT, TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I WANT TO DIE!!!!!I would have killed myself, if I wasn't so scared of pain. Everwhere I go, Everything I do, Everyone makes me feel useless.
posted by melodine @ 8:22 PM
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